Help Me Because My Heart Is Crying.

Hello. I am almost 18 years old ....... I don't know how to start ..... A few months ago, I met a boy online. At first, I didn't take him seriously, but in the end I decided to go out with him. We saw each other, and on the first date he came to kiss me. Of course, I did not allow it, because it is against my principles, and myself. He didn't write to me in the evening, but the next day, because he thought I didn't like him. I didn't really have it, but there was something in it that made me continue with it. In the evening I hinted to him that I wanted a rose, and he started his car and came to see me (it was Valentine's Day). He told me that he had not come without an invitation, so that our people would not quarrel with me. We had a good time, and take into account that I do not want to kiss him. He kissed me on the head spontaneously, and just then something happened inside me. I realized I wanted to be with him. After a few days we quarreled, and parted for about a week. He came back with the words that he wanted to be alone with me and no one else. I was hesitant about us, but I decided to give him a chance. After about 2-3 weeks, I went to sleep with him. We didn't have sex, we talked before we went to sleep, and he just kissed me on the head. He told me that he seemed to be starting to love me, and I laughed because I didn't believe him. We went to bed, and he touched me, and I pretended to be asleep to see what he would do because I didn't trust him. He gently stroked my hand for a long time. Then he fell asleep. In the morning we woke up and he pulled me and hugged me. Then he went to buy me coffee and so on .... We went for a walk, we went shopping, but he got a job and I went to a friend. I waited for him until 00:00 and insisted on waiting for him with some friends (two boys), and he told me "I'm at work, which he didn't understand." I felt sick and decided to talk tomorrow by bringing me the bag. He brought me the bag and told me that we would talk in a few days because there was a terrible problem, and I answered him well. In the evening I got angry and told him that there was no point in seeing me, because for me it was just an attraction and I didn't want it anymore. He just read it, and after a few minutes he sent me a sad man. The next day I apologized, but there is no change. Then he called me, but he told me he had messed up the number. A few days later, a friend said she saw him in my neighborhood, and then wrote me that we had a drink. I refused, saying I was busy. About a week later I wrote to him to drink the wine in question, and he agreed and he would come drunk, but when he heard about his aunt he said, that one species is not reasonable to meet so (not afraid of her, because before he wanted to meet). Addition: He called me "my wife" in front of his friend (he wanted to introduce us). He told me I was a gem. Every day he said "good morning" or "good night." He told me that we are partners in life and we have to share everything. He wanted to protect me. He considered anything. He told me everything, and he knew almost nothing about me. He told me that I was very beautiful without makeup. He told me that I was not just for sex and not to worry (several times). I explained to him that I was very angry and that's why, and he said that there was no reason because did me a favor. My questions: Was he honest? What went wrong? Will everything be okay? Will he look for me again so we can get together? Please help me, because I'm going crazy. I've been in this position for a month, and I don't have the strength anymore. I'm sorry ... I want everything to be fine. Thanks! Please say something .... Anything ....