Hello! I am a 20 year old girl. I have always suffered from complexes for my appearance, mostly related to weight. I'm not full, but I'm not weak, which I've always aspired to. When I was a small, very close relative, he kept telling me that I was "fat", "your belly and ass are over" and the like ... at first I didn't pay attention, but when I entered puberty it became a fixed idea. Years ago I started going to the gym and lost a lot of weight, but I was never happy with the result. I had a friend who encouraged me and while we were together I felt strong and well. We broke up about a year ago and that's when my problems started. Out of grief, I started eating more, at one point it slightly affected my weight. I already mentioned my weight problem ... I started to cram and then vomit, initially once / twice a week, then daily. I was tormented. I started having trouble sleeping, my menstrual cycle stopped, I became irritable and somehow hated the world around me. Some time ago I told my closest friend about my problem. With her help, I didn't vomit for about a month and a half, and I thought I could do it. I felt happy to have her support. However, she pulled away from me and I started to fall into my bulimic episodes again ... I know that I hurt myself infinitely and I want to be cured, but somehow I still fail. Please advice from people who have had the same problem ...
Some time ago I told my closest friend about my problem. With her help, I didn't vomit for about a month and a half, and I thought I could do it. I felt happy to have her support. However, she pulled away from me and I started to fall into my bulimic episodes again ... I know that I hurt myself infinitely and I want to be cured, but somehow I still fail. Please advice from people who have had the same problem ... Some time ago I told my closest friend about my problem. With her help, I didn't vomit for about a month and a half and I thought I could do it. I felt happy to have her support. However, she pulled away from me and I started to fall into my bulimic episodes again ... I know that I hurt myself infinitely and I want to be cured, but somehow I still fail. Please advice from people who have had the same problem ...
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The best way to deal with this is to make an appointment with a psychologist. He will listen to you and help you help yourself as much as possible while it's time.