A few months ago I cheated on my boyfriend, he understood and we broke up. While we were together we had regular sex - there was no empty night. But only a week after the separation I felt the lack and started masturbating a lot. I'd rather do that than pray for sex - that's mean to me! But the problem is that I do it so often that I can't wait to get aroused as it should be - gradually and slowly stroking, and smearing myself with whatever I like so that what I put in can easily enter. I started at the same time - I insert a vibrator into my anus, and in front I look for more and more solid objects. I'm just freaking out - I'm constantly rubbing myself in something and I'm already ashamed of myself. I don't know what to do, I just want advice, I'm a maniac. How to deal with this?
1 sherlyn_hots answered
Try to ask him for it. Men like it :)) If there aren't as many men as you want, if there aren't as many sites for intimate partners and so on :)