He Threatens Me With Suicide ...

The Story

Please, good people, help me get out of this impasse ... My friend and I were together for 3 years, after which we moved to another city to study. Even when we were in the small town, things were not rosy, we talked about this topic and we agreed that if we do not get our life together, we will separate, he explicitly agreed. Ever since I lived with him, I really got to know him and realized that this man was not for me. I tried to explain it to him in the calmest way, and he told me that without me his life was meaningless and he would commit suicide. We fought a lot, I finally managed to convince him that it was worth living. Quarrels became more frequent. He thought I had another, so I left him. Every week, and always on the days when I slept 3 hours a day because of my many assignments at university, he took up the subject and we started with the scandals, always ending more and more sinisterly. The moment came when he decided he had to carry out his suicide threat. I was left without a drop of strength, because when he went to the door with the words that this was his last day, I put all my energy to stop him, it's awful to know that you are physically powerless against someone ... Last night was another quarrel. He took a blister of pills as a cover and started taking them one by one in front of me with the words "OK, if you want, see how I do it" ... Fortunately, nothing happened to him. I can't express in words what I'm going through at the moment, I'm subjected to this harassment every day, he tells me very calmly how he will commit suicide and how I can't do anything ... He knows that if he does, it will ruin me, but he doesn't care .. I talk to him, I talk to his friends. they don't take me seriously ... please

Last Updated
September 19, 2020
Author:
alessandro_ni

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