He, She And I.

Hello dear friends, I am writing to you because recently I have been having different thoughts on my own and I don't know who I can share it with so that it doesn't look crazy. I am a woman of 27, and my friend of 30 and I have a 5-year relationship with him. Before we met him, he had a 3-year relationship with another girl who he loved very much and broke his nerves. this was a prerequisite for their separation as well as not a good sex life. He told me all this himself, bearing in mind that I had raised the issue. I think that in addition to love in a relationship there should be a very good friendship and not hide anything for which I am grateful. About 3 years ago, we had decided to finally break up by telling my friend that it was time for him to think about children and family, and did not think that I was ready for this step - which is not true! Even then, it occurred to him to look for his old girlfriend, but he gave up. Therefore, we met again. Sometimes I miss words of tenderness of the kind I miss you or I love you. I even think that the second was never pronounced. I don't want to tell a person how much he loves himself, I think his actions are important, and they are such that he cares and would do anything for me. There are many pros and cons here. One day we had lifted the spirits of the old boyfriends with a humorous focus. We talked again about his old love, and then he made it clear that he had neither seen nor heard for many years. Well, it's not like that one day while digging in the phone I saw messages that they wrote to each other even though they were at the bottom where the messages that were a long time ago are. Then it became interesting to me how they didn't hear each other like that, but they also wrote to each other and what they have so much to write about. And as far as I know, I know he wrote first. I've never been a pursuer, but would it be stupid if I had the opportunity to take a look. The other thing that puzzles me is that he both wanted a family and is not ready yet. Recently, I jokingly suggested that he make me a baby so I could go on 3-year leave because I'm tired from work. His reaction was drawn back and killed him on a humorous side. The idea was spontaneous, but it gave me the opportunity to see what he was thinking. Now, from what I've been told, I hope you can tell me what you think, because sometimes I think that he will always need to find a way to his old boyfriend, and over time I think that will bother me. Or maybe I'm wrong, I know that he wrote first. I've never been a pursuer, but would it be stupid if I had the opportunity to take a look. The other thing that puzzles me is that he both wanted a family and is not ready yet. Recently, I jokingly suggested that he make me a baby so I could go on 3-year leave because I'm tired from work. His reaction was drawn back and killed him on a humorous side. The idea was spontaneous, but it gave me the opportunity to see what he was thinking. Now, from what I've been told, I hope you can tell me what you think, because sometimes I think that he will always need to find a way to his old boyfriend, and over time I think that will bother me. Or maybe I'm wrong, I know? that he wrote first. I've never been a pursuer, but would it be stupid if I had the opportunity to take a look. The other thing that puzzles me is that he both wanted a family and is not ready yet. Recently, I jokingly suggested that he make me a baby so I could go on 3-year leave because I'm tired from work. His reaction was drawn back and killed him on a humorous side. The idea was spontaneous, but it gave me the opportunity to see what he was thinking. Now, from what I've been told, I hope you can tell me what you think, because sometimes I think that he will always need to find a way to his old boyfriend, and over time I think that will bother me. Or maybe I'm wrong, I know? that he both wanted a family and is not ready yet. Recently, I jokingly suggested that he make me a baby so I could go on 3-year leave because I'm tired from work. His reaction was drawn back and killed him on a humorous side. The idea was spontaneous, but it gave me the opportunity to see what he was thinking. Now, from what I've been told, I hope you can tell me what you think, because sometimes I think that he will always need to find a way to his old boyfriend, and over time I think that will bother me. Or maybe I'm wrong, I know? that he both wanted a family and is not ready yet. Recently, I jokingly suggested that he make me a baby so I could go on 3-year leave because I'm tired from work. His reaction was drawn back and killed him on a humorous side. The idea was spontaneous, but it gave me the opportunity to see what he was thinking. Now, from what I've been told, I hope you can tell me what you think, because sometimes I think that he will always need to find a way to his old boyfriend, and over time I think that will bother me. Or maybe I'm wrong, I know? but it gave me an opportunity to see what he was thinking. Now, from what I've been told, I hope you can tell me what you think, because sometimes I think that he will always need to find a way to his old boyfriend, and over time I think that will bother me. Or maybe I'm wrong, I know? but it gave me an opportunity to see what he was thinking. Now, from what I've been told, I hope you can tell me what you think, because sometimes I think that he will always need to find a way to his old boyfriend, and over time I think that will bother me. Or maybe I'm wrong, I know?