I understand you very well how you feel. I am a deeply depressed person at first, there has never been a period in my life when there is no depression at all. I'm 21, girl. First, congratulations on your courage, get rid of toxic people from your life. Of course, now there are secondary consequences after all this - depression. I think routine kills you. As far as I understand, every day is more or less the same - work, study, at home. It would ruin me so much more. Do something you didn't do. For example, I like to travel. It also depends on how much money I have. Sometimes I can go to a nearby country for 2-3 days, sometimes to another city or a village by train and walk in nature. Go for walks in your city, alone. I do it every day, even if I've gotten along with friends, I still take time for myself. Learn to love your own company. At first it may be strange for you to walk aimlessly alone, but then you will get used to it and fall in love with it. I've been doing it since I was 14-15. Change something in your appearance - new hairstyle, makeup, new clothes, whatever you want. Nice perfume. Pamper yourself with something, maybe with food, some drinking. Don't stay at home. Another thing you can do is to do sports. You can also do exercises at home. I play music and I have invented certain movements of music, it becomes like a dance, but I only call it gymnastics: D. I always feel more refreshed, healthy, refreshed. In sports, hormones of happiness are released. You can also sign up for a gym. Just don't stay home alone, because then the darkest thoughts come, especially late at night. Go to bed early if you don't. If you have friends who really understand you, tell them how you feel. For me, the situation with my friends has always been unstable - at one moment I always have someone to go out with, at another there is no one. These periods last for months or years sometimes and when a time comes when I have no one to go out with, I just go crazy. One cannot be constantly alone. I also left a partner who was extremely unsuitable for me, I wouldn't say he had become toxic, but that's where he was going - he chose marijuana and drinking with companies in front of me. I admit that I've been holding it especially lately, just because I knew that if I broke it, my life would go in a completely different direction - there wouldn't be much to go out with, because a lot of my friends had gone somewhere and others just didn't. they understood me. My ex often took me to his company, they seemed to accept me, we went to parties, to discos, before he failed he always treated me well, listened to me, understood me. But unfortunately all that changed and I broke up with him. Then I wore my waist for a long time - most of the time I was alone, I saw him still going to parties and he didn't care about me. But I gritted my teeth, even though loneliness was killing me. Now, at least when I was accepted to study, it entertained me. I have something to do and I am not idle. I'm in my hometown on Saturdays and Sundays, we go to the movies or coffee with friends and so on. You are right that inaction is murder. But so is the routine, so I think you need to change something there. And then, when you find the right person, things will get completely better. I know how hard it is for you right now, and I was, but just don't give up. before he failed, he always treated me well, listened to me, understood me. But unfortunately all that changed and I broke up with him. Then I wore my waist for a long time - most of the time I was alone, I saw him still going to parties and he didn't care about me. But I gritted my teeth, even though loneliness was killing me. Now, at least when I was accepted to study, it entertained me. I have something to do and I am not idle. I'm in my hometown on Saturdays and Sundays, we go to the movies or coffee with friends and so on. You are right that inaction is murder. But so is the routine, so I think you need to change something there. And then, when you find the right person, things will get completely better. I know how hard it is for you right now, and I was, but just don't give up. before he failed, he always treated me well, listened to me, understood me. But unfortunately all that changed and I broke up with him. Then I wore my waist for a long time - most of the time I was alone, I saw him still going to parties and he didn't care about me. But I gritted my teeth, even though loneliness was killing me. Now, at least when I was accepted to study, it entertained me. I have something to do and I am not idle. I'm in my hometown on Saturdays and Sundays, we go to the movies or coffee with friends and so on. You are right that inaction is murder. But so is the routine, so I think you need to change something there. And then, when you find the right person, things will get completely better. I know how hard it is for you right now, and I was, but just don't give up. But unfortunately all that changed and I broke up with him. Then I wore my waist for a long time - most of the time I was alone, I saw him still going to parties and he didn't care about me. But I gritted my teeth, even though loneliness was killing me. Now, at least when I was accepted to study, it entertained me. I have something to do and I am not idle. I'm in my hometown on Saturdays and Sundays, we go to the movies or coffee with friends and so on. You are right that inaction is murder. But so is the routine, so I think you need to change something there. And then, when you find the right person, things will get completely better. I know how hard it is for you right now, and I was, but just don't give up. But unfortunately all that changed and I broke up with him. Then I wore my waist for a long time - most of the time I was alone, I saw him still going to parties and he didn't care about me. But I gritted my teeth, even though loneliness was killing me. Now, at least when I was accepted to study, it entertained me. I have something to do and I am not idle. I'm in my hometown on Saturdays and Sundays, we go to the movies or coffee with friends and so on. You are right that inaction is murder. But so is the routine, so I think you need to change something there. And then, when you find the right person, things will get completely better. I know how hard it is for you right now, and I was, but just don't give up. I could see him going to parties and he didn't care about me. But I gritted my teeth, even though loneliness was killing me. Now, at least when I was accepted to study, it entertained me. I have something to do and I am not idle. I'm in my hometown on Saturdays and Sundays, we go to the movies or coffee with friends and so on. You are right that inaction is murder. But so is the routine, so I think you need to change something there. And then, when you find the right person, things will get completely better. I know how hard it is for you right now, and I was, but just don't give up. I could see him going to parties and he didn't care about me. But I gritted my teeth, even though loneliness was killing me. Now, at least when I was accepted to study, it entertained me. I have something to do and I am not idle. I'm in my hometown on Saturdays and Sundays, we go to the movies or coffee with friends and so on. You are right that inaction is murder. But so is the routine, so I think you need to change something there. And then, when you find the right person, things will get completely better. I know how hard it is for you right now, and I was, but just don't give up. so I think you need to change something there. And then, when you find the right person, things will get completely better. I know how hard it is for you right now, and I was, but just don't give up. so I think you need to change something there. And then, when you find the right person, things will get completely better. I know how hard it is for you right now, and I was, but just don't give up.
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Read instead of watching movies. Do sports, dance .... I'm against contraceptives, it also affects you.