He Repulses Me With His Jealousy

Hello, I want to tell you my story that I will not share with anyone else. I had a relationship with a boy that lasted more than 3 years. We loved each other, we trusted each other and we held on to each other. But then it happened that he became very jealous of me, forbade me to see my friends, and seemed to ask his permission for everything. That's how my love began to fall. Then I met a boy, I was with him for a while, but I didn't want to lie to my friend and the boy was tied up. It all ended as if this infidelity had brought my feelings back, but not for long. The thought of him was eating at me from the inside, I couldn't lie to my boyfriend or myself anymore. I knew it would be very difficult without him, but I took that step and parted with him. It didn't take me long to realize that I missed him. I realized that I had obviously loved him for a long time, but not as mine but as a friend. And then the same boy I cheated on with came back into my life. But neither I nor he had relationships anymore, everything just changed for a moment. Now the boy with whom I shared for many years passes me on the streets, but does not realize that he with his own jealousy pushed me away from him. I want to tell you all who are painfully jealous that this is pointless torture. So torture your loved ones customs and be moderately jealous, this is my advice to everyone. And I will never forget that boy who took my heart for the first time. I want to tell you all who are painfully jealous that this is pointless torture. So torture your loved ones customs and be moderately jealous, this is my advice to everyone. And I will never forget that boy who took my heart for the first time. I want to tell you all who are painfully jealous that this is pointless torture. So torture your loved ones customs and be moderately jealous, this is my advice to everyone. And I will never forget that boy who took my heart for the first time.