He Looks Around And I'm Jealous

The Story

Hello. I am a girl of 20 years. We recently started dating a friend who, since we've known each other (a year or so), has claimed to like me. Well, I'm a little skeptical, I don't know how serious it was. He made some gestures to me, a lot of compliments all this time. And now our relationship has deepened and I have obviously started to fall in love with him over time. The point is, it's as if I'm not on my own. I started to be jealous of him at the very least (I don't show it at all, of course). For example, we have a new colleague at university (quite beautiful) and he looks at her, I know he loves beautiful girls and I always think inwardly that he has some interest in her (even though she is engaged). I don't know how normal it is to get annoyed every time he happens to look at her. Everything impresses me in actions, words, everything. I have never been jealous of such a small thing. I try to relax and not take everything seriously. I don't think it's normal to be so annoyed by something like that, but maybe it happens when a person falls in love ... or maybe because I don't know him completely and I need security. I want the person next to me to have eyes only for me, even if it sounds selfish. On the other hand, I can't fully dedicate myself to this relationship, because I broke up with my ex-boyfriend half a year ago, he is still suffering and I don't want to understand, because it will hurt him even more. Supposedly, when a person is in love or at least likes someone, he feels happy and is in seventh heaven ... And for me, almost all the time, for one reason or another, I am tense and nervous. I think I need to change, become more naughty and enjoy the little things in life. I try to relax and not take everything seriously. I don't think it's normal to be so annoyed by something like that, but maybe it happens when a person falls in love ... or maybe because I don't know him completely and I need security. I want the person next to me to have eyes only for me, even if it sounds selfish. On the other hand, I can't fully dedicate myself to this relationship, because I broke up with my ex-boyfriend half a year ago, he is still suffering and I don't want to understand, because it will hurt him even more. Supposedly, when a person is in love or at least likes someone, he feels happy and is in seventh heaven ... And for me, almost all the time, for one reason or another, I am tense and nervous. I think I need to change, become more naughty and enjoy the little things in life. I try to relax and not take everything seriously. I don't think it's normal to be so annoyed by something like that, but maybe it happens when a person falls in love ... or maybe because I don't know him completely and I need security. I want the person next to me to have eyes only for me, even if it sounds selfish. On the other hand, I can't fully dedicate myself to this relationship, because I broke up with my ex-boyfriend half a year ago, he is still suffering and I don't want to understand, because it will hurt him even more. Supposedly, when a person is in love or at least likes someone, he feels happy and is in seventh heaven ... And for me, almost all the time, for one reason or another, I am tense and nervous. I think I need to change, become more naughty and enjoy the little things in life. that it's normal to be so annoyed by something like that, but maybe that's what happens when a person falls in love ... or maybe it's because I don't know him completely and I need security. I want the person next to me to have eyes only for me, even if it sounds selfish. On the other hand, I can't fully dedicate myself to this relationship, because I broke up with my ex-boyfriend half a year ago, he is still suffering and I don't want to understand, because it will hurt him even more. Supposedly, when a person is in love or at least likes someone, he feels happy and is in seventh heaven ... And for me, almost all the time, for one reason or another, I am tense and nervous. I think I need to change, become more naughty and enjoy the little things in life. that it's normal to be so annoyed by something like that, but maybe that's what happens when a person falls in love ... or maybe it's because I don't know him completely and I need security. I want the person next to me to have eyes only for me, even if it sounds selfish. On the other hand, I can't fully dedicate myself to this relationship, because I broke up with my ex-boyfriend half a year ago, he is still suffering and I don't want to understand, because it will hurt him even more. Supposedly, when a person is in love or at least likes someone, he feels happy and is in seventh heaven ... And for me, almost all the time, for one reason or another, I am tense and nervous. I think I need to change, become more naughty and enjoy the little things in life. or maybe because I don't know him completely and I need security. I want the person next to me to have eyes only for me, even if it sounds selfish. On the other hand, I can't fully dedicate myself to this relationship, because I broke up with my ex-boyfriend half a year ago, he is still suffering and I don't want to understand, because it will hurt him even more. Supposedly, when a person is in love or at least likes someone, he feels happy and is in seventh heaven ... And for me, almost all the time, for one reason or another, I am tense and nervous. I think I need to change, become more naughty and enjoy the little things in life. or maybe because I don't know him completely and I need security. I want the person next to me to have eyes only for me, even if it sounds selfish. On the other hand, I can't fully dedicate myself to this relationship, because I broke up with my ex-boyfriend half a year ago, he is still suffering and I don't want to understand, because it will hurt him even more. Supposedly, when a person is in love or at least likes someone, he feels happy and is in seventh heaven ... And for me, almost all the time, for one reason or another, I am tense and nervous. I think I need to change, become more naughty and enjoy the little things in life. because it will hurt him even more. Supposedly, when a person is in love or at least likes someone, he feels happy and is in seventh heaven ... And for me, almost all the time, for one reason or another, I am tense and nervous. I think I need to change, become more naughty and enjoy the little things in life. because it will hurt him even more. Supposedly, when a person is in love or at least likes someone, he feels happy and is in seventh heaven ... And for me, almost all the time, for one reason or another, I am tense and nervous. I think I need to change, become more naughty and enjoy the little things in life.

Last Updated
September 27, 2020
Author:
chrissylampkin

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