He Is Small ... And What Does He Want From Me?

We are not a couple, but very close friends ... We have known him for 3, 4 years, but the sex happened a year ago .. he was not who knows what, but I liked how he talks to me how he behaves and tries to be nice always. He works abroad and when he comes we always see each other and talk on the phone. He is so sweet to me, dear we make him feel very happy .. He is in the city again we saw each other several times .. he wants to set some boundaries but I have a plan he wants me to know that we are just friends .. I understand him well, but so he keeps his eyes, hugs, kisses, conversations, he is very careful with me .. I feel that I am dear to him and he doesn't want to show him, he looks at him to make fun of him and jokes, but this year he is different and closer .. Do I feel anything for me ?? .. (and he is a friend of my ex with whom we were together for almost 2 years .., who happened and we both wondered how it happened and how we could, but we continued to see each other and so to this day) .. ah why he is small, I do not feel right, I do not feel the pleasure I want. is to make me very aroused, whoever is playing with me, before the act lightly touches and I go crazy nooo until then I look at him to be nice and that. I can be with him 24 hours a day, talking, hugging and we won't be bored .. and I know he wants too .. What does he want from me as he sees me?