He Doesn't Court Me Anymore, Everything Cools Down

The Story

I am married and have a child, but I am unhappy. The story is very long, I don't even have time to write it. Years ago, I felt that my partner did not initiate sexual intercourse. He even responded with ridicule to my playful text messages. If, for example, I wrote something dirty, he would respond with "epic fail…" and never respond. And in the beginning, when we left, he was crazy about me and literally ran after me. We were a great couple, but over time it seemed to become a routine and we are now just roommates. Apart from caring for the child, we do not have the time and energy for anything else. I'm still young, and that's what happens to me. I sit and cry all day, I miss my husband, to court me, respect me, love me, kiss me ... I don't even want to adjust to him anymore. I am constantly arguing about why I took the child somewhere, why this is so, why I do not sit in my place and do not do what he tells me. I have no contact with anyone but him and the child and I am at home all day except at work. It weighs so much on me that I even wonder if I arranged my life correctly, although when I made these decisions there was no sign that it would be like that, everything was great. I'm not in love with him anymore and I don't know how to get rid of it ... I'm not in love with anyone, I'm just a rock. I don't like reality, not even life anymore. I don't find meaning in anything ... I don't even like buying rags, cosmetics, etc. anymore. I am very depressed. There is no meaning in my life. To this he says - doesn't the child make sense to you. Yes, but besides being a mother, I am also a woman and everything else and I have other needs. I am asking for advice. although when I made these decisions there was no sign that it would be so, everything was great. I'm not in love with him anymore and I don't know how to get rid of it ... I'm not in love with anyone, I'm just a rock. I don't like reality, not even life anymore. I don't find meaning in anything ... I don't even like buying rags, cosmetics, etc. anymore. I am very depressed. There is no meaning in my life. To this he says - doesn't the child make sense to you. Yes, but besides being a mother, I am also a woman and everything else and I have other needs. I am asking for advice. although when I made these decisions nothing indicated that it would be so, everything was fine. I'm not in love with him anymore and I don't know how to get rid of it ... I'm not in love with anyone, I'm just a rock. I don't like reality, not even life anymore. I don't find meaning in anything ... I don't even like buying rags, cosmetics, etc. anymore. I am very depressed. There is no meaning in my life. To this he says - doesn't the child make sense to you? Yes, but besides being a mother, I am also a woman and everything else and I have other needs. I am asking for advice. There is no meaning in my life. To this he says - does not the child make sense to you. Yes, but besides being a mother, I am also a woman and everything else and I have other needs. I am asking for advice. There is no meaning in my life. To this he says - does not the child make sense to you. Yes, but besides being a mother, I am also a woman and everything else and I have other needs. I am asking for advice.

Last Updated
August 23, 2020
Author:
ziemlichsteif

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