Hard And Lonely Life ...

The Story

I will start from here that I am the most ordinary 15-year-old girl who has a really difficult life, I will not share, because even if I talk and no problems remain and there are no fixes. I will say what bothers me the most, it is very hard for me to be alone that I have no one by my side and I want to be loved and understood as much as everyone else. Even if I had at least one girlfriend, but it was really not like my old "friends" with the words "we will always be by your side" and when I needed them I was dumped for no reason, there was no point in asking them why because they would turn over. This happened 2 years ago and since then my loneliness has started, since then no one has said "I love you" looking me in the eyes and feeling it, since then no one has hugged me and I want to hug someone so much: because he has no feelings for me and it's hard for me to accept him yet, because I still love him you will probably say "ahahaha how will you love him you are 15" I was ready for anything for him and I still am! There is no need to talk to my father from there again, everything is upside down for me, I don't want to live like that anymore! You will tell me to go out, communicate more, yes, but it doesn't happen like most of you will say, I'm just here and I'm alone and I have the feeling that I will always be alone and I don't want it to be like that: ((( because he has no feelings for me and it's hard for me to accept him yet, because I still love him you will probably say "ahahaha how will you love him you are 15" I was ready for anything for him and I still am! There is no need to talk to my father from there again, everything is upside down for me, I don't want to live like that anymore! You will tell me to go out, communicate more, yes, but it doesn't happen like most of you will say, I'm just here and I'm alone and I have the feeling that I will always be alone and I don't want it to be like that: (((

Last Updated
August 29, 2020
Author:
tawinxy

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