I met him during an exchange abroad - I was traveling with my orchestra. He was my foster family, and the more I think about it, I see that it was no accident. Our first meeting was so real and shocking (not in this way) - just as if fate brought us together. I spent a week and a half with him and, as ridiculous as it sounds, I became very attached - not only to him, but also to his parents. I can't understand how it happened, I just can't afford to have any fleeting feelings, I'm not that kind of person, I don't need things like that. Well, we just became very attached to each other. I met his friends, we walked for hours talking. (I miss the dramatic things). There were tears in his eyes as I got on the bus. I know it's silly that we spent a week and a half together, but then I didn't even realize that maybe I take him for something other than a friend - I really didn't realize. Well, what bothers me is that he cut off all contact with me, given that while I was there, he asked me if we would write to each other and asked me to share with him everything that happens to me ... he told me how I will also send me videos with hours that I have to watch; e. It looked so real. And now half a year later, after three attempts at my Facebook connection, he just sees that I wrote to him and doesn't answer. I can't find an explanation for this, really ... We also sent a package with gifts for our families, but again no answer. It's not just a hobby, it took me so long to realize that I actually have feelings for him. And the question now is what to do ..? - completely meaningless and at the same time full of such a strong meaning.