I am I. At the age of 24. All my life I have considered myself the pride of the family. My parents always gave me everything, they loved me, they told me how good a child I was, etc. I was sure of that myself. I didn't smoke, I didn't get drunk, I didn't go to boys, I was an excellent student. And so on until I went to university. I turned into a big piece of shit. I've got lazy. I was not interested in the specialty. I found a boyfriend. And I started lying. I lied about attending lectures, even going to exams and taking them. I was throwing my parents' money in the wind and I didn't feel guilty. Until recently ... Until I realized how low I had gone. How bad a person I really am and how light ... I feel terrible. I want to tell them everything. To confess to them. But on the one hand, I'm afraid they won't talk to me anymore, and on the other hand, they'll get sick because of me, because they are not good with health anyway. What to do?