Hello, I will try to tell the story as briefly as possible. Last year, around November, I met a boy on the Internet, it turned out that he was studying in Varna, a student and we are the same age. Just to clarify, I am from Plovdiv, but I study in Sofia, a student. And so it started with the chat, we got along quite well, we even talked on the phone. He was quite hopeful that something could happen between us, but I am a realist and I cannot forget that we are 500 km apart. He wanted to come to Sofia to see me, but I met another boy and just stopped communicating with the one from Varna. This year, again in November, it so happened that we resumed communication and started writing to each other. The last time our chat didn't last more than a month, but this year, I didn't deal with anyone and I liked to write to each other, while after about 2-3 months of constant chat and conversation, it has become necessary to ask him what he is doing, to share various things. I mean, our conversations never involved sex or he ever made such hints about something like that. He is the only boy with whom I never felt like a sexual object. One night, quite unexpectedly, he said he wanted to hear my opinion and started telling me. He told me that they were standing with a friend of his in the room when she kissed him, etc., but there was no sex. I will not go into details after hearing this story, it made me want to have it. I had never thought of him that way before, but once I clearly realized he was wanted, it made me want to. I decided that whatever happened I would have this boy. I invited him to come to Sofia to see me. But he had just started a new job, and that would happen in at least a month, and I couldn't wait. In general, I do not tend to do spontaneous and ill-considered things, but obviously when the desire is leading, it changes. So I offered him to go to Varna to see him. He was, of course, in seventh heaven. So I went, traveled by night train, and went to a man I had never seen before, in a completely unknown city. A good prerequisite for a story with a very bad ending. Luckily for me, everything was fine, he met me at the station, he turned out to be very decent, good and polite. As you can guess, we had sex and it was the most amazing sex I've ever had. I haven't been with that much, but I have relatively experience, it's my fifth. It turned out, that I am actually his second and generally not much experience. However, it drives me crazy, I don't know how to explain it to myself, as if he knows exactly where to touch me, exactly how to kiss me, as it is sung in a song, I don't know what he does to me, but he does it well . Maybe we just got along in that regard. I'm fine with sex, and I like the rest of it, but there seems to be something that makes me still wonder if I really want to be with him. Now we go, if this can be called a connection at all, he is in Varna, I in Sofia and as it turned out we will see each other in a month. I can't say that I have strong feelings or anything like that, I guess in time I will appear and yet I am realistic enough to realize how difficult such relationships are. My question is what to do in this case? Thank you all,
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If sex is good, you have to give the relationship a chance to develop.