Hello, everyone. I'm a girl in high school. In the last few days, I've realized that I have something of a grandiosity. I've always tried to be more than other people. Whether with fame, beauty, money, etc., and when it doesn't turn out the right way, I do it in a fake way, just to look like that. I am not myself. I don't want to be myself. Recently, after many years, I realized it. Some people admire me, others criticize me. I don't care about other people's opinions. I have been very insulted and ridiculed before, and for no reason at all. They called me ugly, but I wasn't, I looked good. I had low self-esteem at the time, and that may have been one of the reasons I was insulted. Now I have a very high self-esteem and people do not insult me, but they think I am arrogant. But what's wrong with me? I've been involved in so many lies. Maybe I think that my real life is not so interesting and that's why I try to present it in a better light and be more than others, no matter what. But I don't know why I want it. Maybe it's on some subconscious level.
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Don't care about greatness! Live and have fun! People deserve this - rubbing their pitiful noses until they realize that most of them are useless and are great understanding only in their own eyes. One day they may realize where they are wrong and worry about something more than themselves, but it will not be soon.