From the author: thank you for the kind words written by you, I just cried and my tears do not stop, at the moment I am writing to you and I am in a lot of pain ... thinking about how good I was with him and I helped him a lot in his life - I chose him We furnished a house together - we emptied the living room, the bedroom, which I will never lie in there today. It hurts me a lot, and now he is on vacation with the other and does not have the courage to tell my eyes in truth - he told me that he would travel work to Hamburg there their company has a site, but when I asked him to take pictures of me from there and bring me a souvenir - he refused, I told him I would call him he warned me not to bother him to be patient until Sunday then we would see you .. and I doubted many things before but I kept postponing so as not to lose it,but that evening, when he refused me categorically, I told him straight away, you are going on vacation with another woman - the truth hurts him, we scold him and hung up the phone, I checked his company, four people are leaving, but he is not on the list and they will travel by plane, and he tells me I'm going to travel by car - he constantly lied and cheated on me, he took us both at different times I hate gooo now I realize and I'm sorry that how naive I was and believed ... I feel robbed, dirty I pray to God help me out of grief not to get sick, I woke up with a headache drinking pills for sedation ... oh they say that love grief is treated with another, but I have no faith in anyone and I do not think to break my heart again. .. oh time was healing ... and for me it passes slowly, slowly ....
1 amber_andrews answered
We know about the pain, we know about this feeling like the world has landed on you, but let time do its job, go ahead baby,