Frequent Dreams About Sex

Hi. I'm still a virgin. Very often, sometimes at night, I dream that I try and want to have sex with another girl or a more mature woman. Sometimes she's a familiar, friend, or part-time stranger. These dreams torment me a lot because I get very excited and can't wait to make love, but something pops up, gets in the way and we don't. Even when I wake up, I feel a slight disappointment that even in my dreams I remain unsatisfied. The thing that bothers me more, however, is that I have never had wet dreams with men, but only with hugs and kisses. As for my orientation - until now I have always had an interest in the opposite sex, I have fallen in love since I was a little girl and dreamed of being with a boy/man. Only once did I fall in love with my classmate, which eventually turned into strong love on my part, but I was rejected and hurt. To be honest, I always thought that a naked female body was more attractive than a male body. From these frequent dreams, can it mean that subconsciously I am a lesbian and try to ignore that fact? Has anyone ever had anything like this happen? I feel like I'm out of order.