Former Boyfriends

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Hello ... I have an extramarital affair with a woman 10 years older than me. We are both married and we have agreed that there will be no cataclysms, no one wants to abandon their family ... The problem is that I fell in love a lot .. She also claims that she loves me, but her love understands her differently. ... She is unemployed, supposedly looking after her children, her husband is a businessman and provides her with a good life. I'm also pretty good, I have nothing to complain about with my family ... Nobody is looking for material gain from the other, we just want to be ready ... The problem is that I haven't had other relationships before, and she has spent 2 long-term - one 4 years and another 2 ... I am annoyed that she continues to see her previous lovers, especially often with the last, claiming that they were just friends and it irritates me a lot .. The first one is constantly heard on the phone, she even dropped out, that she calls at 12 at night and talks all night, "naturally purely friendly." The man doesn't care much for her, because he also has boyfriends and doesn't pay much attention to her, he wants his house damaged. Do you think it's normal for her to maintain this kind of relationship, I personally think that she must be fucking with others and that irritates me a lot .... Besides, she hid from me for a long time that she was intimate with these men and she was frankly lying until I found out through her own channels .... Otherwise she swears that she wasn't a whore, she wasn't like that to weave on 2 looms, I fucked her the best, etc. The stupid thing is that in reality she's nothing special, she's not even beautiful and sexy, with small breasts, nothing special in her face, but you know - like you're in love ... I'm handsome, tall, well built, with a nice body, nice car, own business, with money in his pocket, nice, gentleman, gallant, the chicks put themselves on me and fall in love ... I have the feeling that something is still not enough for us ... We were together, romance, walks, wild sex, and then she goes to meet her exes and have fun or she hangs on Skype and dating sites to look for attention elsewhere ... I have the feeling that there is a complex and she wants everyone to take her down and court her and get attention ... And I've been with a lot of women and my I have self-confidence ... I'm thinking of losing her from time to time ... I've already tried 2-3 times, but then she starts to shake me a lot, supposedly only to see each other as friends and we come to sex, revelations, etc. again. and I'm spinning in a vicious circle ... What would you advise me ?? I don't think it's normal, provided that you love someone, to see your ex-boyfriends, to go to pubs with them, to communicate constantly as "friends" etc. And on top of that to lie to me, about her meetings and conversations with them, to hide, etc. This offends and hurts me a lot .... The stupid thing is that he doesn't want to stop :))) Thank you in advance ...

Last Updated
October 07, 2020
Author:
Mousseline_XOXO

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