Hello! My soul was broken by a man who did not love me and kept me close to him only for his benefit. The moment I realized he didn't love me was the worst of my life. The emptiness I feel cannot be described in words. I was kind to this boy. I made a lot of sacrifices, and he didn't make any for the few years we were together. I really keep wondering why? He could just let me look for my happiness elsewhere ... but he didn't. Today I received the last message from him, in which he told me not to look for him unless it is very urgent. I expected at least a little that he would look for me, this time I decided not to run after him as I always do, but to see if he would do it ... And he didn't. This turn of events crushed me. I don't even cry anymore, I just stare blankly at the wall. I am emotionally devastated and I have the feeling that I will never love someone so much again. The gap I mentioned above is deadly and I don't know if I will ever be able to fill it ... all I need is a few words of encouragement and advice, of course. It doesn't seem very difficult and scary, but mine is hard and scary, and it hurts a lot.
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You're not alone. We will pass, give yourself time :)