For Life .. Success, Difficulties And Meaning ..

   I don't know if you're a man or a woman, but it doesn't matter. From what I have written, I only understand that. you are a strong and fighting man and you must continue in the same spirit. The past is past and we must not enslave it. Be strong and live your life, not that of someone you have ever been forced to live. The profession, the children and the money will come by themselves on a happy day for you, thanks to your own efforts. For some, it's just the hard way - that's it. Don't get angry about the past, don't despair. Work on yourself as you have done so far, don't give up ... and happiness and luck will come by themselves. Success!

   Okay, for starters urgently! get away! from this metal plant. Try yourself in Sofia as a bartender, for example ... or something at sea ... at some job at all, where you will meet many new people. Even go abroad just enough to change the situation. But you MUST get out of the factory and never again go to factories, workshops, etc. such robotic jobs. (The tendency is that in years to come actual robots will work in such places) The profession, the money? - Well, decide what you are INTERESTED and start to be interested in him. If you are persistent, in time you will make money from it. You can also get a car for 1000 leva.

   Hi, I know how you feel. I also know how much effort you put into getting out of the old environment, the toxic habits and the people. I know because I experienced the situation you describe, even though I am a woman a few years younger than you. What I'm going to tell you is, "Don't let the past dictate your life, let it go, forgive your father, your mother, your classmates, forgive yourself and your life." I believe that everything teaches us something, I also believe that people like you have seen the other side of life and that is a big plus. I believe that you will achieve what you want and you will succeed in every endeavor. Be patient, positive, strive for happiness. I wish you sincere satisfaction and only positive emotions. :)

   Author, your story is like any other. Don't pretend to be very special. The difference between you and others is: 1. They show the will to change their lifestyle 2. They stop complaining. It doesn't help at all. On the contrary, it creates a negative atmosphere in society and pessimism in one's own mind. If you repeat in front of the mirror every day that you are a purple pig, in the end you will see it. The same thing will happen if you tell yourself that you are a loser. 3. Understand that actions today have consequences tomorrow. Everyone else stays in the factory for life. That and worse. I wish you success! PS I have a friend whose mother was not only lonely but also mentally ill. He has two brothers. All three went the same way. A little worse than yours. One already has a business, the other is a Cisco specialist,

   Get out of the factory and use what you feel strongest in, I'm a driver and the more time passes the better. What you have experienced is an experience and if you use it correctly and copy others who are your example, they will be super useful to you.

   Your story is written in the style of "self-pity". Understand that 80% of people in Bulgaria grow up this way. You are neither disabled nor have a chronic illness. Everything is laziness, self-pity and a very weak psyche. No one will give you anything for free. On the contrary, everyone will take you - as much as possible. Nobody owes you a profession, a house, a car or anything. You win these things yourself! Growing up this way is no excuse to take drugs, not to study, etc. On the contrary, you have to motivate yourself that you were at the bottom and now you have to reach the top. Everyone can do it, they want it. You have written the word out correctly, you have potential, you are still young - what are you waiting for?

   Abe people don't you see that this is a story. The text says that he entered a metal factory immediately after high school, this, along with drug problems, depression and bad environment, motivates him to change his life, to go to university, etc. I thought not to comment but just a lot I'm annoyed by stupid comments and it's out of place! Author, you are on the right track, I wish you success! Sooner or later you will achieve what you want because you are a strong and combative person!

   "I just understand that you're a strong and combative person and you have to keep up the good work." Sounds more like a labile cradle. Well yes! Where are your profession, house and money? What is he doing? Tell me he's making an effort, what's he fighting for, trying to get better? Or did he hang out and get drunk with acquaintances when he could? Is it? Come on, say it? And please do not compare churches and sects and do not alternate them, as if they are one and the same.

   Never stop fighting! I wish you a happy development of the story.