Food Addiction

   anorexia, bulimia, hyperphagia .... And I went this way, even though I was more than 30 ... Only you can help yourself ... Tighten up .... I'm sure you're not. .. "I feel ugly, inferior, incompetent, stupid and thousands like that in that spirit ..." Start looking at things differently - no one is perfect ...

   Have you heard of sports? Every day at the stadium, eating is almost unlimited, the rest is enthusiasm and patience

   My dear child, there is no incurable disease unless it is something in an advanced stage, but we will not think about it. You need the right treatment! Look for specialists! As for the complexes, please overcome them !! I have been and still am with perfect measurements, but the fat women from my set are better than me. My father used to say that beautiful women always have problems and that's right. What have I not experienced - lies, fraud, etc.

   You need a little more faith in yourself. You have ruined all your understandings and you are terribly confused. It's good to start putting your thoughts in their places, to create habits and rules, because that way you don't see the point of anything and you have no motivation to continue. You say that you have excellent success, here, set a goal of success in this area, obviously you are successful. You can also get a pet, it would help. Find a friend to go out with him, you will be distracted, you will lead an intimate life, which will make you feel complete, if you want it. Keep in mind that hardly anyone will stay with you if you accept yourself in this way and this reflects on him. Men are very sensitive when they don't get what they want :) If you can find someone who will accept you with your problems, you will be lucky. I have had thoughts like you in the past and I have to tell you something important that I realized too late - you have to intervene in your problems, not them. If you can't find a suitable one, don't despair, just go out with friends more often. And most importantly - share the problem with your loved ones, see what happens. Other ideas - start playing something or writing, or painting, or cleaning - the latter hardly looks good, but believe me, it helps. Exercise too! Go for walks, don't be afraid to share your problems with the people who accept you or with your family! This is the most important thing !!! Little by little, start living your life, because that's what stops you. You don't know what you want from yourself, so try to understand. I'm sure you already have a lot of the things you want, but you don't know it yet. I have experienced something like this, it was not with food, but the food in this case is a consequence of a common problem. It was very difficult for me to recover, I have nothing to lie to you about. But everything I listed and a good attitude pushed me forward little by little. Good luck !!! I sincerely wish you to open your eyes and smile more often in life! You should not despair of the bad things in it, but enjoy the good ones! I hope I helped you, darling.

   number 2, you say "eating almost unlimited", and that's exactly what hyperphagia is - overeating to stomach / stomach pain or feeling like you're going to vomit, and next to you, girl, tell yours if they don't know, tell them if you still you have this problem, I see that the topic is old, but in case you are not cured, try to be strong, find what makes you not want to eat, follow a diet, but also consult a doctor. In the diet, do not starve in any case, because if you deprive your body of what it needs it will send signals to your brain that you are hungry for this thing, there is a chance to pounce on food and lose control. I tell you from personal experience. The line is thin, and while you are recovering you must strictly follow everything and not deviate from the plan. It's like climbing a steep slope - one wrong move and you fall. Unless you find a super strong and unbreakable will, which is not impossible, but if you are "addicted" to food .... good luck!