Feeling That Something Is Missing

   I feel the same way. I think the answer is to build. To give something to this Earth. To be useful. And my life is perfect at first glance. My family is alive and well, I work, study and train. I don't have a girlfriend fact, but I will definitely have one in the near future. But the idea is to develop until you gain the confidence to build. Many people only think about how to sleep, naiad and all these basic needs. My advice to you is to first plant a tree for example. And to focus on constructive and fruitful activities.

   It happened to me, in the interest of truth. It was even relatively recently, only a few years ago, when my life changed dramatically. I had friends, family, even a partner. I had successfully graduated from high school, I started studying at a university with a specialization that has a good realization. I handled the projects on time. I lived in a dormitory with my friend, we had a roof, so to speak. I had food on the table, someone to call when needed. I thought something was wrong. I don't know why I did it to myself, there really was no logical reason to feel that way, but stress was clearly saying its word. There was even a period when I cried almost every night without realizing why I was doing it. I'm not usually a very emotional person and I was surprised by this outburst of feelings I didn't even understand. One day I reached the climax where I thought that I can't live with that feeling of dissatisfaction anymore. I wondered what I wanted. The answers rained down. I realized that I used to travel more, that I used to go out more often, that I used to spend time on my hobbies, that my relationship was more fulfilling and I had more free time. I realized that I was in a whirlwind of various duties and no really pleasant activities. It turned out that I lack a passion for life, stimulus, motivation. Exactly the things I had stopped doing were the ones that once gave me that feeling of freedom and happiness. Obviously I turn out to be the people who need warm experiences and time for themselves. I've talked to a few people who I think know me better than I do. The truth is that each of them said that he was waiting for the day to come when I would open this topic. They noticed that I lack the vitality and energy I once possessed. The best remedy for such dissatisfaction is change. I have made changes in my life and I advise you to do the same. It was somewhat easy for me, because I already knew my passion, I just had to give it a little spark to ignite again. If the situation was different and I did not know my passion, I would look for it, trying different activities. Maybe alone at home, maybe with a teacher or directly in a group of people. I admit that I first tried to rest and eliminate stressors, but these two things made me more unproductive, respectively, did not affect me as well as I expected. So, I organized various trips to nearby destinations with friends. I chose a time interval, in which every day to deal only with my own interests and no one bothers me. The second turned out to be the spark I needed. I admit that it was difficult to explain to my roommates that they could see me from 7 pm to 8 pm, but I was not there. It was hard to convince my friend that I really needed silence at this time because the noise was bothering me. Eventually I found the egoist in me and convinced everyone that without this one hour every day, I would become very evil and sour. I say it jokingly, I haven't quarreled with anyone. And I started living for that one hour. I was doing my hobby then, listening to my favorite songs and everything else was in the background. Sometimes I didn't like hobbies, I just wanted to - that's what I did. On other days I was walking, and on the third I was just enjoying the peace. I didn't force myself for anything, this was my 1 hour. I stopped caring that there was dust in the section, that there were dishes in the sink, that the floor could be washed, that the laundry basket was full. I think these things before 7 p.m. and after 8 p.m. I managed to get together, I managed to find an incentive to live. It turned out to be good for the people I shared rent with, because in my opinion they did the same. A nice house and a healthy relationship come after you get to know yourself and find harmony. It is important to understand yourself, to be a friend, to respect yourself and to feel like a complete person. I was angry with myself at that time, I was an obstacle myself, but I realized it in time. My picture lacked confidence, calm and passion. I got them back in that order, and I've been trying not to lose them ever since. At one point I thought I was acting selfish, but I realized that if I didn't find time for myself, then the time with my relatives will be ruined, because I will not be able to give them the necessary attention and love. Sit down and think about everything you want but don't have at this point. Think about what you need to do to get what you want and believe that you will succeed. There is no option in which you do not understand internally what weighs on you and there is no option not to cope.

   This is how man is structured - he is never satisfied with what he has, and appreciates it only when he loses it. I try not to be unemployed so that I don't have time to think nonsense. When your daily life is busy, it is very nice to return home in the evening and, for example, drink a glass of wine. However, if you have too much free time, you feel dissatisfied, you always think about what you lack, you compare yourself with others; if you have a well-paid job you start to think that you are great and you can find a better one with more money, etc. Change is not a bad thing, I agree to some extent with №2, but it is up to time. If you have the wrong worldview a few months after the change, you will start wanting something else. For example, I regularly deprive myself of small favorite things, such as a cup of coffee in the morning, chocolate, wine, etc. When I give them up for a month, then I am so happy to eat them again. It's just that nowadays we are too spoiled and have too many choices that we are not ready to deal with - it leads to depression and dissatisfaction. Most of us have never been hungry, we have never been deprived of anything, and this is bad for the spirit, because the more you have, the more you want.

   I want freedom. Don't work from 8 to 5. Money buys freedom. I want to retire to 30 of us some warm place ... then I will have time for philosophy, despair and depression. Want. freedom

   4 - you will not get freedom through money. If you want to be really free, you get out of civilization and live without money in a village in India, for example. You will depend only on your luck and nature. Better on dependence on laws, politicians, stupid boss, salary, taxes, mortgages, rents and when you feel that you are in danger of losing your job, you panic and are ready for anything, to maintain your current comfort.

   In my opinion, this feeling is the increasingly conscious fear of death and everything that precedes it.