Hi, you wrote a girl of 18 years. Going through a rather difficult stage in my life. I do not want in any case to fall into details of how, why, who, etc. I'm going straight. I'm afraid to communicate with people. I stepped away from everyone, I deleted Sotz. Networks, I stopped going out, I can't stand sitting in a room full of people, and I have to, because I go to school anyway and it drives me crazy, I start to shaking and freaking out. My phone is off, so no one's calling me, I'm crying all the time, and sometimes I don't even feel like I'm starting to. I always think if I talk to someone, they'il tell me something that's going to hurt me and avoid talking to anyone. I tried to change things by looking more like dating people, but it gets worse. I often wish to die, but I would not take my life because it is a sin and I know it is wrong. I'm afraid to share, and I'm pretty much in a chasm, and I can't and I don't have the strength to get out of there. I really don't know what to do, and it's ruining me...
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michigan2010 answered · May 27, 2020
Hi! I understand how you feel! But just because you haven't shared what happened to you, I don't know what advice to give you. Think about your past and what events have prompted you to your present condition. The thing that's going to help you is to find a hobby. I for example began to read many books, especially such stories related to the rise and falls of celebrities. Every person at any given moment feels lonely and this is normal. If you're 18, then you have to go to school, focus on learning and what you want then when you graduate. Distract your bad thoughts with something else. I don't know how useful I am to you, but it's really up to you! And it's nice, though anonymously, that you share your worries, this is again a step towards solving the problem. Smile more often:)
~ E.
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jinx_kitten answered · May 27, 2020
Pull yourself together, put a clear line and distance and communicate to that boundary with the people. Turn on your phone, just because someone calls you doesn't mean 100% return call. No, she's ruining life from nonsense. You need more privacy. You're not going to hang up on yourself. Someone must have hurt you. It's full of simple people everywhere. Start exercising regularly. Be social as far as you want. What do you want your whole life to be a prisoner at home, dagger? Learn the best and then find something to do with less communication with people, especially with simple ones.
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adavis6381 answered · May 27, 2020
Well, with the right you're scared, it's full of freaks.
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sitonmyface000 answered · May 27, 2020
It's a social phobia. I have her, too. Just when I was 18 like you, I fell into such a state that I wanted to evaporate and not meet anyone. Someone hurt me, and I was always looking for guilt. I felt like garbage, and in fact I was not guilty of absolutely nothing. You have low self esteem and experience I know that to pick it up is slow and hard. Just know that no one is anything more than you! Respect yourself, because if you don't, who the hell will respect you? You're born in this body, and you have to take care of it.
And one more thing-do not consider the opinions and actions of your peers. He does things the way you feel and he doesn't mean it. Forget about the people who hurt you, don't think about them at all. Then perhaps you will find peace.
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elenki answered · May 27, 2020
It's a typical depression. And communication is avoiding it because 1) does not give you any pleasure (need), as is with everything else for depression; 2) communication/eventual conflict will suck up further without this scarce energy (that is why you are "afraid"). I was so many years (but there was no reason for me) and so I missed my best years. If you know the reason, do it by removing it, at any cost, because your brain gets used to low serotonin and its consequences you can have for life.