Fear Of Getting Into Vehicles

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Hi, A few months ago I tried to post the same story, but it was not approved by the moderators, for reasons incomprehensible to me. I make a second attempt to publish it and possibly get useful advice, because since then my situation has worsened many times! In short. A middle-aged man. About 15 years ago, I had episodes of the same problem that faded over time without making any purposeful effort. When did the problem resume? About a year and a half or two ago. I think it was started by strong turbulence on a plane. Let me write a little about the problem itself. I started to be afraid to get in any vehicle, especially when there is a lot of acceleration, which is paradoxical, because that's exactly what I liked before. For example, I had a lot of fun, when the aircraft is gaining speed before take-off. I shivered with pleasure, and now I'm dying of fear? !! Fear is expressed in a strong heartbeat, restlessness and fear of ... getting wet, which will expose me while I am among people. It's not really wetting, but I'll write this because I suspect that my real fear was the reason my topic wasn't published a few months ago. I can't judge for myself what I'm more afraid of - the journey itself and the acceleration, or the fact that I'm going to get wet and exposed, which has never really happened. Episodes do not always occur. I can travel quite calmly and suddenly panic.

At first I was afraid to get on high buses (for example on 2 floors), because there the seating position is much higher than the other vehicles and the very swing left and right scared me. Now I am afraid of absolutely any vehicle, at least of a train, because I have a toilet and this reassures me that I could go, if necessary, without exposing myself. But there is still anxiety even there. The only thing I managed to find on the Internet for such a problem is a condition called technophobia - fear of acceleration, but I'm not sure that this is exactly my problem and how I can handle it on my own without a psychologist/psychoanalyst.

I would be happy to receive serious and useful opinions. My mind is well aware that it is not normal to be afraid of such a thing. The problem is that my subconscious is obviously of a different opinion. I need help because I obviously can't cope on my own at the moment, on the contrary - my condition is getting worse. You understand that this is a big problem because in today's world we travel constantly. I have already turned down several offers to travel with friends, stopped buying plane tickets, and loved to fly at every opportunity. This is becoming a big scourge and I still have to deal with it somehow! I haven't told anyone close to me, because that would bother me, even more, when I have such episodes. My partner feels that sometimes I get restless, but for now, I manage to divert her attention, I'm supposed to be fine or rather I show that I don't want her to ask me what's going on.

Thanks! I stopped buying plane tickets and loved to fly at every opportunity. This is becoming a big scourge and I still have to deal with it somehow! I haven't told anyone close to me, because that would bother me, even more, when I have such episodes. My partner feels that sometimes I become restless, but for now, I manage to divert her attention, I'm supposed to be fine or rather I show that I don't want her to ask me what's going on. Thanks! I stopped buying plane tickets and loved to fly at every opportunity. This is becoming a big scourge and I still have to deal with it somehow! I haven't told anyone close to me, because that would bother me, even more, when I have such episodes. My partner feels that sometimes I become restless, but for now, I manage to divert her attention, I'm supposed to be fine or rather I show that I don't want her to ask me what's going on. Thanks!

Last Updated
August 08, 2020
Author:
daytonflyers

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