My marriage was falling apart, and he was arguing with his wife. A spark ignited which turned into a fire and we both gave in. He doesn't suppose that I can experience such a thing, I don't know if it has happened to you - to tremble from a kiss, to feel as if a swarm of butterflies has settled in your stomach and around the clock, you feel such happiness that when you walk the streets and the people around you start to smile, to be able to look the person in the eye and to have the feeling that the world stops spinning, to stand next to him and it's like the last part of the puzzle - you feel whole. And so for 6 months. After the holidays, it turned to ice. I could see the fire in his eyes, but he looked down. I didn't need to ask - he had reunited with his wife. And I got divorced, but to this day I have no desire to live with another man. Even with him, when I was there, I wondered if I would live with him in other circumstances, but I always answered emphatically - no. Now I have another relationship with an unattached man, everything is very nice, calm, sex is amazing, but the fire is missing, I keep it away from me and I have no desire to deepen things. I am afraid of losing my freedom again. I have a panicky fear of a serious relationship. I guess this is from the nasty marriage I had, but can anyone tell me if that will change Not that I'm sick, I'm wondering if it's a normal reaction or not. I have a panicky fear of a serious relationship. I guess this is from the nasty marriage I had, but can anyone tell me if that will change? Not that I'm sick, I'm wondering if it's a normal reaction or not. I have a panicky fear of a serious relationship. I guess this is from the nasty marriage I had, but can anyone tell me if that will change? Not that I'm sick, I'm wondering if it's a normal reaction or not.
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How old are you? Do you have children? Do you miss that ...? Are you afraid that they will hurt you and that's why you don't give in completely or you just can't? "Actually, you're careful." If you want to experience the real thing, you must deliberately decide that you are giving yourself to the end of your relationship. Or fate may point you to that choice, putting in your path whatever is needed there. But is it worth the wait?