Everything Was Fine Until He Left.

Hello! ... I saw how you help each other in a very friendly way, and I decided to share my story. So, I was 12 and he was 13. It all started on November 26, 2007. GOD, I even remember what time ... In the big break I walked down the corridors with a boy, so nice .... :) He was right, my ideal boy. So, we parted for a few days ... we smiled and I decided that he was obviously ashamed and that I should take the "first step" ... Anyway. I managed to meet him through mutual friends. He told me how, when he saw me, he liked me, and when I said that I liked him too ... he offered me. We walked for almost 2 years without any obstacles between us, as in fairy tales ... how much I was glad that I knew love from a young age ... and that I was lucky and that love knew me. So ... I was already 13 and he was 14. The day I feared most came. The day of graduation has come. I finished 6th and he finished 7th grade. That day he came to me and said, "I love you, but I have no choice. I'm going to Spain with ours, I'll write to you on Skype, because without you I can't, but I don't want such a relationship ... so FRIENDS!?!" - and shook my hand. God, I didn't even shake his hand, hugged him, kissed him, told him that if I came back, I would be here and wait for him. Then I ran home. I flew through the streets, not even turning to look at him for the last time. I passed my friends, girlfriends ... I passed my aunt, but I didn't stop. I ran like crazy ... I went home and went to bed. My mother was so scared poor thing, I went to bed at 13:30 and woke up at 17: 12 the next day. o.O I just don't know how it happened, but I wanted so badly to remember all our best moments together that I went to bed and for so long I dreamed only of him. A year has passed .. we write to each other, but that's not enough for me: [. Now I finished 7th grade, and yesterday I met a boy. I feel that I am in love for the second time in my life, and he is not indifferent to me. Give me advice. I really love my old love, but since it won't come back, why should I waste my life?!?!?! True, I am ready to die if it means he lives, BUT I am ready to be with another if it means my happiness. Tell me what to do, I don't know anymore. ; (; (; ( and he is not indifferent to me. Give me advice. I really love my old love, but since it won't come back, why should I waste my life?!?!?! True, I am ready to die if it means he lives, BUT I am ready to be with another if it means my happiness. Tell me what to do, I don't know anymore. ; (; (; ( and he is not indifferent to me. Give me advice. I really love my old love, but since it won't come back, why should I waste my life?!?!?! True, I am ready to die if it means he lives, BUT I am ready to be with another if it means my happiness. Tell me what to do, I don't know anymore. ; (; (; (