Everyone Tells Me To Finish What Hasn't Even Started, And I Stubbornly Want To Prove That It's Not The Garbage They Think It Is ....

My story is short, but by no means clear. I am 21 years old. "together" we are with a boy somewhere from a month, a month and a little. He is 20 years old. We used to be friends, again for such a period. We know each other from the net. In our friendly relationship, everything was clear, blunders, pranks, who lied to whom, we shared a lot and did not worry about it. I just knew about him that he couldn't be with a woman, or at least not for long. He knew about me that I was looking for something serious, that I didn't like passing stories, on this occasion we just flirted, but we didn't show any greater interest in each other. It so happened that he allegedly fell in love with me, ie. some text messages started, which startled me a little, I didn't expect it, he constantly thought about me that he was in love ...

Things went as planned in the thick books, but only for the first 5 days. From there, our meetings settled down significantly, as if things had evaporated. We saw each other, but since he was pushing from work in the evening, he apologized for being tired and seeing me the next day, or if he saw each other he was asleep, I showed understanding in spite of everything. He went to sea for 10 days, he didn't feel like coming home, now he's there again for so much. He just wanted to rest alone, or with someone, but not definitely with me, as if he wanted to escape the possibility of spending more time with me. He called me every day before, now I'm arranging that too. I constantly reproach him for skating me, I don't know why, but I don't believe him at all, because I know what numbers he used to go out in front of his others and in front of me and now at one point he is trying to push them on me. I want to believe him, but I can't. My attitude hasn't changed since I know him, but his definitely yes, from the sweet and charming magician, with whom I went out and had a lot of fun talking, now I feel his attitude towards me as another piece ....

It's just my opinion that he tested me while we saw each other before, he knew I was a serious person and that I was becoming the kind of serious relationship he claimed he wanted to be, he eventually rejoiced for a few days and realized that he wanted a serious relationship, not a serious one. This is my point of view, to be honest, I don't think he is aware of himself. From the large amount of information so far, it is not clear what my problem is, maybe because I don't know either, I'm really confused. The idea is that everyone tells me to finish what hasn't even started, and I stubbornly want to prove that it's not the garbage they think it is .... now I feel his attitude towards me as another number .... It's just that my opinion is that he tested me while we were seeing each other before, he knew that I was a serious person and that I was becoming a serious relationship whatever he claimed he wanted to be. , in the end he was happy for a few days and realized that he wanted not a serious but a free relationship. This is my point of view, to be honest, I don't think he is aware of himself.

From the large amount of information so far, it is not clear what my problem is, maybe because I don't know either, I'm really confused. The idea is that everyone tells me to finish what hasn't even started, and I stubbornly want to prove that it's not the garbage they think it is .... now I feel his attitude towards me as another number .... It's just that my opinion is that he tested me while we were seeing each other before, he knew that I was a serious person and that I was becoming a serious relationship as he claimed he wanted to be. , in the end he was happy for a few days and realized that he wanted not a serious but a free relationship. This is my point of view, to be honest, I don't think he is aware of himself. From a large amount of information so far, it is not clear what my problem is, maybe because I don't know either, I'm really confused. The idea is that everyone tells me to finish what hasn't even started, and I stubbornly want to prove that it's not the garbage they think it is .... that I was becoming the kind of relationship he claimed he wanted to be, and in the end, he was happy for a few days and realized that he wanted a free relationship, not a serious one. This is my point of view, to be honest, I don't think he is aware of himself.

From a large amount of information so far, it is not clear what my problem is, maybe because I don't know either, I'm really confused. The idea is that everyone tells me to finish what hasn't even started, and I stubbornly want to prove that it's not the garbage they think it is .... that I was becoming the kind of relationship he claimed he wanted to be, and in the end, he was happy for a few days and realized that he wanted a free relationship, not a serious one. This is my point of view, to be honest, I don't think he is aware of himself. From a large amount of information so far, it is not clear what my problem is, maybe because I don't know either, I'm really confused. The idea is that everyone tells me to finish what hasn't even started, and I stubbornly want to prove that it's not the garbage they think it is...