Every Second Is Filled With Pain And A Void.

The Story

I have been dating a girl for 6 months. Everything is going well, she is beautiful and good and she loves me a lot. I have had problems with my parents for 2 weeks and I am not in the best mood. It's good that she's next to me and everything becomes more bearable. When he is by my side I am happy and I don't think about anything else. So to speak last week after another conversation with my parents, I was very angry. In the evening she wrote to me on Skype and started teasing me and I was rude to her. I asked her about things I would normally keep quiet about. For some time now I have noticed that she doesn't go out with me, either because of the university or because of the bad weather, and to me this doesn't seem like an excuse to me when I always take time for her even when I'm studying for an exam or I have a job. She tells me 2 or 3 times that it's cold to go out to see each other and before that she went out with a friend of hers. I don't know what to think. Lately, she also doesn't like to kiss her and such things and she rarely does. So I said all this while I was angry not at her. I know I shouldn't have made it on her, but that's what happened when she started teasing me about little things. Two days later I called her out to talk and she accepted. He didn't want to talk to me throughout the meeting and said he had nothing to say to me. I asked her if she wanted our relationship to end like this, of course after I apologized to her many times and explained myself, and she answered the same thing again - I told you I had nothing to tell you, understand it as you want. After 2 days I gave her 1 bouquet and a box of candies and she did not want to accept them and said she could not accept them. Still, he accepted them and even smiled at me a little as we talked. And the next day, as he has been at a distance of 2 meters since then, he told me that he only wanted us to be friends. Understand people, she is everything I dreamed of and I can't sit next to her without touching her hand or stroking her cheek. Since then I can't sleep, eat, live. Every second is filled with pain and a void. Some will say time will help you but I tell you that it is the only thing worth fighting for and I do not want to give up my dream.

Last Updated
October 03, 2020
Author:
yuframe

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