Hi :) I'm a girl of 17. Nowadays, the label "crazy" is something normal. In most cases, it refers to people who do not have enough prejudices and love life at high speeds. In other cases, however, being crazy means that you have strange interests and activities. I am not a problem, I have friends, my success in school is good, I do not have a strange vision. I will not make a bad impression on people who do not know me. I live in a small town where there is no hidden and generally we all know each other ... I am interested in occultism, mysticism, conspiracy, esotericism, etc., and these are not topics that everyone can understand and agree. I never intended to hide my self, and honestly, I can't do it. I say what I think and feel about a topic, whether the person against me is known or unknown. So ... everyone has been asked, "What do you like to do?" Or "Do you believe in God?" Often people are confused before they understand what these answers of mine actually mean, and then (especially the religious ones) they suddenly become shocked. By the time I realized, I had "entered" some satanic sect and was "doing" black magic in my home, as well as sacrifices to my cats. In general, I had become a crazy WITCH ... I'm still funny! I am not particularly interested in human opinion. There are people who understand and support me, which means I'm not alone. Normally, however, the gossip reached my family's ears. I don't know if "family" is the right word. I don't talk to my father, my mother is not in Bulgaria, my brother and I don't get along very well, and luckily he took "care" of me. And so my "mentor" began to believe people. It didn't make sense, and I still wouldn't dissuade him, try to prove otherwise. I told him briefly and clearly that I was nothing of what was said about me, but in vain. The consequences are not so cruel, because I'm used to it. No going out and I said goodbye to the upcoming trip. The problem is that in front of the society I can pretend to be iron, at home I somehow keep the hront, but in front of me I don't know how far I will go ... which is talked about me, but in vain. The consequences are not so cruel, because I'm used to it. No going out and I said goodbye to the upcoming trip. The problem is that in front of the society I can pretend to be iron, at home I somehow keep the hront, but in front of me I don't know how far I will go ... which is talked about me, but in vain. The consequences are not so cruel, because I'm used to it. No going out and I said goodbye to the upcoming trip. The problem is that in front of the society I can pretend to be iron, at home I somehow keep the hront, but in front of me I don't know how far I will go ...
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I felt very sad while reading it ... you know, everyone does some things for the sake of me as well ... lately, my life is pretty rotten and confused, but I generally try not to care ... I watch this, that more and more people like to sit in every possible way you can think of ... and that's really unfortunate, especially for them ... because they just don't realize what's going on through them ... I believe in God ... before not so much and not at all interested and did not know anything about it ... but God did not stop opening my eyes again and again ... and now I absolutely believe that he exists .. and I just want to write to you .... that He loves you and will always be with you no matter what happens ... don't look at others ... God has ways in which they have something against you not to they can do nothing .... I wish you success ... and never give up ...not worth it .... di_23