Hello! I try to get advice from you, because I feel that I'm collapsing emotionally .... Here's what I'm talking about. I have been married for three years and have a child of two. At first I was not jealous of my husband at all, because I really saw that he loved me, and he did not give me reasons for jealousy. But after a while a rather unpleasant situation occurred. Then he had texted someone. I will say it from memory "I will divorce. I miss you very much." Then I became very ill, but my term was approaching and I forgave him. He then worked for a transport company. I found an SMS to a woman. I will quote from memory "I miss you. I really want to see and talk". He said it was an old woman he just wanted to talk to. Then things calmed down a bit. Then I found a registration in the gepim. Sex dating site only. I personally have seen advertisements on the site, but I don't think it will touch my head either. He apologized again. He did not seem to know that the site was like that and registered out of curiosity. Another difficult period followed. Namely, one week he started lying to me that he was still at work. I had collapsed emotionally. I needed a breath of fresh air, but with him, and he drank coffee during that time. Already at work. Of course I understood this from another place and then I couldn't help but tell him. The next day he came out again. Supposedly at work, and again they saw him at a cafe, and I was looking after our child. Then I couldn't stand it and packed my bags. Then he called me 2-3 times and we drank coffee once. But then (after I told him he would have to follow my rules now, but not forever, but to see that he really loved me), he stopped picking me up. After a while we got together, because unfortunately I started to humiliate myself and pray to him, because I really love him madly. But after we got together, I feel that we are no longer a family (as we were only in the beginning). In the beginning, when we supposedly got together, I went to one of the sites where there is a registration. He answered and we agreed on coffee. Well, he came and I did. But then he was very surprised to see me, that is, he did not understand. I told him I was going to pick up the baby and asked him to take me to the crib. He told me that he had a meeting with theirs ... and I then told him not to wait any longer. His new girlfriend will not come. I cried and ran away .... I feel like I'm his mistress, and even something lower. He says several times that he regrets meeting me. And he also told me (we weren't arguing) that he was sorry we were married. He just ruined everything. Then he got a little drunk at a restaurant and told a waitress "snout" and "mat pis pis". We were both with his cousin. Even he looked at him. On the same day, I discovered that he had registered on another new dating site. I was furious inside. I felt such a strong pain again that I can't just describe it to you. But I didn't show it to him. I did not want to be humiliated once again. He apologized several times and not immediately, and after I told him "How are you not ashamed. Even a human apologize did not say ?!" I softened and forgave him again. I forgot to mention that these sites say that he is separated and has no child. The last thing he did was put a picture of me a few weeks ago. And also make a hidden mail from me. After I wrote him an angry text message, because it just became a habit. He knows that this is the thing that can hurt me the most and right there he hits me ... under the waist .... And he didn't even say anything and didn't go home to me and the child ... With I understand in my mind that he no longer loves me, but with my heart I can't understand him ... I love him to the point of pain. I'm in an emotional trap right now and I can't get out. I cry every day and I don't know what to do. So much pain has accumulated in me, and I am only 22 ... I will be happy for you to give me advice. Thanks! I cry every day and I don't know what to do. So much pain has accumulated in me, and I'm only 22 ... I'll be happy for you to give me advice. Thanks! I cry every day and I don't know what to do. So much pain has accumulated in me, and I'm only 22 ... I'll be happy for you to give me advice. Thanks!
1 ronaldocaiado25 answered
You are only 22 .. find a new man with whom you will share how you feel. If he loves you and you love him, don't give up ... I know it's hard, but if things become so clear on what you hope for, will you be happy together again? Honey, listen to me and find a new one. :)