Don't Talk To Me For A Week

The Story

Briefly my story, I met a boy in Tinder, we went out a few times, we liked each other and our relationship started. I had done Tinder for such a purpose, a serious relationship, not to look for someone for sex. Our relationship lasted 8 months and the scandals started on the second. Call it the sixth sense, but I never felt loved by it. He introduced me to his parents, friends, and I was his official friend. We talked about children, a common future, we promised to be together FOREVER. But my fears that he didn't love me continued, I got more and more out of control. He was constantly hiding his phone, constantly sharing some stupid posts and stories. He didn't want to take many, many pictures with me. And I concluded from everything that he did not love me, that he was looking for another. Last Friday, as we lay there received a message in Tinder, I was angry, I said nothing, I turned to the other side. In the morning I told him that I was very disappointed why he kept his profile on Tinder, he came up with the stupid excuse that he kept it for our chat, of course I didn't believe it, then he said that when he got drunk he looked around from time to time. I literally went crazy in front of my eyes, I gathered the things I had with them, he was standing and looking at me, he offered to take me to us. Here I literally freaked out, jumped at him, hit him, pushed him and told him I hated him. My brother came and took me away, I was literally drunk 24/7 for 3 days, I didn't go to work on Monday, I was constantly crying. I wrote to him, but he didn't even read my messages, but he didn't block me. I went to a psychologist, I was almost relieved. I love him very, very much, but I may never trust him again. I guess he doesn't want to see me. Even if we get together, I don't see how we will continue. Did he love me Am I paranoid, I have a complete mess in my head. Literally all day I look at his profile and wait, wait and I don't know what. Please advice and opinions.

Last Updated
November 05, 2020
Author:
lusty

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