Since I read a lot of stories of people who want to end their lives, I decided to share mine - namely, does it make sense to live such a life I am literally a wreck - physically and mentally. In appearance I am neither thin, nor muscular and athletic (it is true that I am a lot of weight above the norm, but it is not obvious to me because I am tall). The problem, however, is that I can't find love. I first had sex with a prostitute (when I was 18). However, whenever I fell in love, the girls cut me off. No girl agreed to be my lady at the ball, no girl wanted to dance with me at the ball itself, I recently wrote to an acquaintance and she didn't even want to go out for coffee. The girl I loved for 3 years more than anything made fun of my feelings and now she is with someone else.
1 creker_theboyz answered
Well, you decide whether to turn your tail and run away to the forest or to change something in yourself and in your life ... Look at your life as a challenge, and at yourself - as an architect. Do, create something beautiful DESPITE the difficulties! The confessions will come on their own. The later you enjoy one thing, the sweeter it is, because you are more aware, and you have worked hard.