Does Anyone Know What It Is ...

   It happens to me often. Sometimes this feeling passes, subsides, I almost forget about it, but there comes a moment, days, months when I do not stop realizing it every minute, to feel it and it is very unpleasant. During this period I even feel quite confused and it is then that I ask myself whether I have not made a mistake with my appearance in this world ...

   Ah, why do you say that to yourself? What happened to you? The fact that you are different is very good, no one else should impose their opinion on you, there should be no one else like you.

   Much known ....

   I never let anyone impose theirs on me. I'm not weak. Sometimes being different is not good at all, because you do not find understanding in others. For example, you perceive the autumn leaf as something amazing, your imagination begins to work, to paint with words, you can connect it lyrically with something favorite. The one I gave you, for example, is quite rude. Being different on the other hand is nice, even wonderful, but sometimes. I would like to comment in more detail on my thoughts, but I don't think that this is very good for such an outpouring ...

   I know a lot, but a lot. It's like you told me about me.

   Tell us a little about yourself ... how you are different from the others ... why you think you don't fit into life. Why are you alone, don't you have friends .... !!! Give some info please ....

   I can't say what distinguishes me from what makes me different from others. I have friends, though few, they are enough for me, although we live in a very different world. Otherwise, I am in contact personally, they say that I am also very radiant. It just so happened that I came across a different character, manners and in general ... But as I said, here I am somehow not very comfortable to talk, to go into details. If you are interested in something specific, I would answer, but not here. And why did you post this post?

   Not so, you have to stop believing in yourself, I know life sucks, but it will be the way you made it :) and remember, if your life slams a door, enter through the window, there is always an open window somewhere :) If you have need someone to share emails with is [email protected] :)

   I'm sorry for the missing words in my posts :), but yesterday I memorized the constitution and my head turned all over ....

   This is DEPRESSION. Consult a psychologist immediately. This form is terribly dangerous. I.

   To number 10, it's not depression hahaha :) God, I'm such a cheerful person, I just sometimes fall into deep thoughts, my worldview is more profound and maybe quite lyrical ...

   Number 8, I'm number 1 ... I don't know what's going on here anymore .. I was too confused, in the sense that your message is addressed to me or to the author?

   I don't know, I don't know - I still can't understand how you are different from the others. You have a home, I guess a family, you have friends, albeit a few, but they still meet, as far as I understand from what is written, you are quite educated, you are NOT depressed. Emmy, how are you different then ....

   From the author. Well, first of all, this is really true for depression. And it is also true that it is caused by too much reflection. I'm just like that. I analyze everything, every action, I analyze others. But that keeps me from communicating because people don't want to be analyzing. From self-analysis I come to only some terrible conclusions, a terrible feeling of guilt overcame me. I do not know. I am very sensitive and I experience other people's pain as my own and this ruins me. Otherwise, everything is normal for me, except that I have suffered a lot of losses and now I am afraid that whoever I get closer to, then I will lose it and such things. Abe is complicated. I think it's really depression. And I don't know anymore.

   I have been involved in art since I was a child. I started with music, then painting, then writing. That's how I got to the theater my great love :). I perceive things in life differently, I rarely find a match with the way others think, I do not say that I am more than them, I never dare to underestimate the people around me and in general. But even as a teenager I preferred to read books, paint, go to the theater instead of discos, even though I went out, had fun. I don't listen to chalga, but as I think everyone knows or at least notices a mass part of the population listens to just that - flat, vulgar texts ... And from there, of course, the clothes - folk divas. It is true that everyone has the right to style ... In terms of clothing, I have always been a rebel to this day - wide pants, sneakers, piercings (of course I'm not decorated as a stall). and many others in today's youth makes you different because you don't listen to chalga, but you listen to quality music that others can't perceive because it's not chalga, the clothes too - you're not dirty with makeup, you're not with blond hair, so you are different from the "herd". You prefer to visit a theater, read a book or just fill your time with other things instead of going to a chalga disco. And yes, it also applies here that everyone has the right to a way of entertainment. It is best to occupy the "golden mean" of Aristotle nowadays. I have a home of course, as well as family, a friend too, friends, as I mentioned and familiar a lot. Yes, I am sociable, it is in my nature, but I often see the discrepancies in thinking, the way, but everyone chooses, everyone in the free. :) As A. Kamnyu said: "

   I know what it's like to be desperate, insecure. I know what it's like not to feel joy and satisfaction from anything. Accusations, experiences from the analyzes. God, how I want to get rid of all this. I don't know how to help you, because I don't know how to help myself. I'm sad. The days go by terribly slowly, I don't even have the strength to smile. There are some factors in my life that have obviously triggered this condition, maybe it's the same with you. I just wanted you to know that I understand you so well and I would really like to hug you. I think I need that.

   Enough people ...! Why I think you're all in this position because somehow you like it in a special way, you want to be in this position. If you really want to lead a normal life, everything will be OK, but in your opinion there is nothing but loneliness ....!

   To number 17, so we lead a normal life, eat, drink and so on. It is a question of feeling things that for a large part of the people the imagination, the artistic one is not so developed ... I would hardly understand.

   To number 16 ... I recommend you read "The Monk Who Sold His Ferrari". This book has helped me a lot, I guess it will have the same effect on you. I've been confused since the topic came up and while only we were talking, then I think other people got involved ... and now I don't know if you're the author? Excuse me for the stupid question, but I am under mental stress every day and at the end of the evening I block slightly ... I hug you hard!

   Until №18 From №17 ... On the contrary, I understand very well, but I also know that I have been through this, so you just need faith nothing more, but you can't find it in this is the problem .... !! Now you don't seem to understand me ...

   There is only one thing I can tell you. It is difficult to get out of this state and if you do not get out of there yourself, no one can help you from experience, I tell you. It will be difficult but I wish you SUCCESS.

   Don't worry, a lot of people have been like that ... But the feeling is very depressing.

   TRY TO ALLOW AT LEAST ONE GOOD PERSON TO YOURSELF AND YOU WILL SEE WHAT IS HAPPENING ... YOU WILL JUST NOT KNOW YOURSELF AND WILL WONDER WHERE YOU HAVE FOUND. IF YOU DON'T DO IT YOURSELF, YOU WILL NEED A PSYCHOTHERAPIST, AND THIS IS VERY DEPRESSING.

   and I'm just like I wrote it myself I don't know why but I'm still a little shy alone shy dumb walks in love but a man with humor will still make someone laugh I don't know but I think it's all because of unrequited love you feel empty and alone desperate to meet the girl of my life. as I said, I rarely talk even to my parents, I don't even share anything, they keep telling me why you are silent ... so my advice is like me to look only at the good sides of life that is given to us and some day we will find hope the place on earth and most importantly not to despair and not to do nonsense such as suicide I say it because I witnessed such. all the comments are very correct, we just don't have to dramatize so much !!! I'm sorry for the mistakes I just got used to in Cyrillic !!!