I'm very sick, I'm 19 and I haven't had sex yet. I had 3-4 boyfriends, but I still didn't have sex. However, I think that the problem is that I do not have much self-confidence because I am plump 180 cm. 100 kg. I'm not some dried fat thing I go out have fun I have friends, etc. But I think I'm very fat and I'm not confident. Even girls and ex-boyfriends have told me that "big beauties" fell in love with them. Indeed, when I look in the mirror I find myself beautiful (like radiation) but when I look down and see my belly and I feel sick and I think that no girl will like me and it all affects my behavior and posture and I start to become more and more complex. When I see a beautiful girl and I dare not look at her because I think she will think "this fat guy is looking at me". Don't tell me to go to the gym and similar diets because nothing works, I've lost 5-10 kg so many times. and more but my maximum is 100. At one time I was even 115 but I said goodbye. So I really want to have sex but I think about a million things. I am very fat, will it happen to me, will I not finish quickly, will I not expose myself, etc. So my question is whether women fall in love with nice big fat people. It's just that my "yeast" all in the genus are thick but with nice clean features. I don't know, you will advise me. Thanks in advance. whether I will not finish quickly, whether I will not expose myself, etc. So my question is whether women fall in love with nice big fat people. It's just that my "yeast" all in the genus are thick but with nice clean features. Abe I don't know you will advise me. Thanks in advance. whether I will not finish quickly, whether I will not expose myself, etc. So my question is whether women fall in love with nice big fat people. It's just that my "yeast" all in the genus are thick but with nice clean features. I don't know, you will advise me. Thanks in advance.
1 sambina44 answered
Beauty is a relative concept. For some you are beautiful, for others you are not. I am a girl and I tell you quite honestly that your description (180 cm 100 kg belly, etc.) is my ideal for a man. Yes, quite honestly! :) My friend keeps telling me how could such a beautiful girl like me, who can have any man be with such a bump like him. But this is my taste, a man should be big, big and masculine, not with a body like a stick. I don't know you, but from your description I think you're very cool. Get rid of worries and complexes, they prevent you from succeeding with girls, not weight. Don't follow diets, be who you are :) But still, if you want to train something, go to the gym, run or whatever you decide. This will help your self-esteem.