Do People Hate Kindness?

The Story

I have always tried to be good, kind, and punctual with people and now what ... I lost myself ... Nobody likes me, nobody is looking for me. I don't have many friends either. I think about 1-2 people who can possibly be relied on. In my quest to be good to everyone, I have no one in my life. I have a girlfriend, but I don't want to be with her. I don't need someone who is rude and constantly tries to use my strengths against me. And yes, of course, the problem is in me. I'm too good. I took her on trips around Europe, I took her to restaurants, to the cinema, etc. and I'm still the bad guy and I still have flaws ...

 

In my work, colleagues make intrigues behind my back, which I have supported at all times and I have apologized if I made a mistake.

 

I try to suppress my emotions in front of people and they think I'm a moron, I see him and it's obvious in their attitude towards me. But only I know what is inside me.

 

I guess another big problem is that I pay attention to everyone. I can safely say that I have had happy moments in my life. And not a little. And even last year I had beautiful emotions, experiences. I don't know if it's a momentary depression.

 

I don't know if the things that happen to me are normal and are the result of everyone's life or I just strain too much.

Last Updated
July 16, 2020
Author:
baumi85

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