I have a feeling that wherever I go, there are always one or more people who stare at me with a particularly mocking expression. It happens to me quite often and I can't explain why. Just before returning from the cinema, I leave the hall and the boy at the exit looks at me and smiles at me. After a while there was one on the escalator, the same way. At the exit of the mall, a couple and the man looked at me again with a sarcastic expression. There were a few strangers in the gym the other day that I saw for the first time and they still look at me with some sneer. Well, I'm not stupid enough to imagine. However, I would like not to arouse laughter in people, I want attention, some respect. And it is the opposite. I try to maintain my appearance, but it seems to have the opposite effect. I can't understand if I look so pathetic and unhappy that people make fun of me. It's not something I can ask someone about, I can't ask people "Excuse me, why do I look funny to you?". I just don't know how to get out of the situation. I wouldn't say I'm complex, I just have a problem I want to solve.
1 foofighters answered
From the whole story, I only learned that you are trying to maintain your appearance and that people are making fun of you. Describe yourself a little to have an idea of what you look like and to give you a more accurate opinion. :)