Do I Have A Future With Him?

Hello! I look forward to any opinions and comments about my story, which I will share with you. Lately I'm in a hole, depression or boredom - I don't know exactly how to describe my condition. I live, study and work in a small city from which young people leave. By some chance, maybe luck or success, I found a good job after I started studying. Then I said to myself that it couldn't be better. I will have experience, education in a quiet city where I know almost everyone. You make connections easily. But my real friends left because they studied in bigger cities. And there is no realization in our rural and declining city that they will return to after they graduate. I guess you are quite familiar with it, because there are many such cities in our dear homeland. I have not lost a relationship with them and I will not lose, because the relationship has been strong for years. We see and hear each other when we can. I thought it was hard to find a mate in a small town. Until I met the "dream man". He was like that for me, even for my friends, people around me and my relatives. Until he showed his true nature. I learned to live without him. But then comes the question of where to find another, because I don't have much choice in the city where I live. Ironically, I met a boy. And you will tell me what my problem is now. Well, the problem is that he lives in another city and we rarely see each other and we rarely hear from each other because he is very busy. The attraction I felt for him was very great and once we saw each other we went to the real part. I'm not sorry, because the feeling was great. Since then he has been inviting me to him for a day or two. Call and ask about me, interested. He always says he will come. Invent reasons - a business trip, some personal. But it turns out that he works constantly, his work is very dynamic and intense. Due to this fact we do not see each other often and things are unclear. We don't know each other well, we don't have the opportunity to stand on the phone all the time or in front of the computers to get to know each other enough. I want to know what he wants, but in the interest of truth, it's complicated. It is practical, not romantic. That's why I don't understand if it's moisture feelings or just passion. Being busy is not important as long as he is ambitious and hardworking. Maybe that's what attracted me to him, that he fights for his goals and knows what he wants. But to what extent does this relationship have a future and how long will it withstand the obstacles? And it is no longer clear to me what gives me pleasure, as the future before me is quite unclear. From what should I draw energy and in what should I find meaning? From being in a good position without a pay rise and without a person next to me. And to watch how / the young generation / the people around me leave.