Divided

Hi, I broke up with my friend a few weeks ago. I had others before him, but since he appeared in my life, my daily life has become more pleasant and I feel better with him. He also showed that he cared for me and appreciated me. We had some disagreements, but it's about disputes like there are between all couples. The big problem arose when I succumbed to my insecurity and listened to some friends. The man in question, about whom I am writing, has many friends and acquaintances, and among them there are women. He is nice and has a good job and is an appetizing bite for everyone. The thought entered my head that I might prefer one of them. I was especially jealous of two of his friends on Facebook, where he liked their photos. Now that he thinks about it, what if he liked their pictures after looking for and looking at me At first he tolerated me exploding for trifles, that I started wanting to hear from each other more and more often, even when he was at work. He is a direct person and I know he would tell me if he wanted an end to our relationship. But still, I was harassed and poured negative emotions on him. At one point I realized to some extent and tried to apologize, but too late. He said it would be better to remain friends, and in the future, if things change, we can renew our relationship. I told him that I personally did not see how we could only be friends. We wrote to each other last week and he behaves as if we are still together. But I still feel alienated from him. I decided to leave for a while, but I think about him every day. When I think of our good times, I cry and want to be with him. But I don't know what to do. I'm embarrassed to look for him and I don't know if he still has feelings for me. He is a direct person and I know he would tell me if he wanted an end to our relationship. Nevertheless, I was harassed and poured negative emotions on him. At one point I realized to some extent and tried to apologize, but too late. He said it would be better to remain friends, and in the future, if things change, we can renew our relationship. I told him that I personally did not see how we could only be friends. We wrote to each other last week and he behaves as if we are still together. But I still feel alienated from him. I decided to leave for a while, but I think about him every day. When I think of our good times, I cry and want to be with him. But I don't know what to do. I'm embarrassed to look for him and I don't know if he still has feelings for me. He is a direct person and I know he would tell me if he wanted an end to our relationship. But still, I was harassed and poured negative emotions on him. At one point I realized to some extent and tried to apologize, but too late. He said it would be better to remain friends, and in the future, if things change, we can renew our relationship. I told him that I personally did not see how we could only be friends. We wrote to each other last week and he behaves as if we are still together. But I still feel alienated from him. I decided to leave for a while, but I think about him every day. When I think of our good times, I cry and want to be with him. But I don't know what to do. I'm embarrassed to look for him and I don't know if he still has feelings for me. But still, I was harassed and poured negative emotions on him. At one point I realized to some extent and tried to apologize, but too late. He said it would be better to remain friends, and in the future, if things change, we can renew our relationship. I told him that I personally did not see how we could only be friends. We wrote to each other last week and he behaves as if we are still together. But I still feel alienated from him. I decided to leave for a while, but I think about him every day. When I think of our good times, I cry and want to be with him. But I don't know what to do. I'm embarrassed to look for him and I don't know if he still has feelings for me. Nevertheless, I was harassed and poured negative emotions on him. At one point I realized to some extent and tried to apologize, but too late. He said it would be better to remain friends, and in the future, if things change, we can renew our relationship. I told him that I personally did not see how we could only be friends. We wrote to each other last week and he behaves as if we are still together. But I still feel alienated from him. I decided to leave for a while, but I think about him every day. When I think of our good times, I cry and want to be with him. But I don't know what to do. I'm embarrassed to look for him and I don't know if he still has feelings for me. that it would be better to remain friends, and in the future if things change, we can renew our relationship. I told him that I personally did not see how we could only be friends. We wrote to each other last week and he behaves as if we are still together. But I still feel alienated from him. I decided to leave for a while, but I think about him every day. When I think of our good times, I cry and want to be with him. But I don't know what to do. I'm embarrassed to look for him and I don't know if he still has feelings for me. that it would be better to remain friends, and in the future if things change, we can renew our relationship. I told him that I personally did not see how we could only be friends. We wrote to each other last week and he behaves as if we are still together. But I still feel alienated from him. I decided to leave for a while, but I think about him every day. When I think of our good times, I cry and want to be with him. But I don't know what to do. I'm embarrassed to look for him and I don't know if he still has feelings for me. but I think about him every day. When I think of our good times, I cry and want to be with him. But I don't know what to do. I'm embarrassed to look for him and I don't know if he still has feelings for me. but I think about him every day. When I think of our good times, I cry and want to be with him. But I don't know what to do. I'm embarrassed to look for him and I don't know if he still has feelings for me.