Dilemma-kingasawczuk

The Story

For 4 years I went out with a girl (the most beautiful creature in the world) we loved each other very much, we have been together since we were little. We were both very jealous, we went through all sorts of things - good and bad, we were together every day - it was beautiful. But one winter she left me! She said she was tired of wanting to try something else, that she was too small for such a relationship. Two months after our separation, she caught a friend. It's been 9 months, I still love her, I think about her every day when I see her I tremble and when I see them together I want to die. In general, I'm not a romantic, I'm not very sensitive, I had many friends, my girls have fun, but for 9 months these things do not excite me, I went out at most 5 times and with another girl I have no desire to be and I have not been - 9 months. Maybe I'm not normal ! She is with another, kisses him, touches him, whispers to him, makes love to him and I suffer every day. The weather healed !!!! SO 2 days ago she called me, we had not heard from each other for months (except that I wrote her text messages) but she did not answer. we saw each other, she kissed me, we had sex and she left. It gave me hope and disappeared. When I asked her, "What are we doing now?" she replied that she wanted us to be friends. I don't know what to do anymore, I had just calmed down a bit and now she confused me again. And I have a stable job, good income, I bought a decent car, I have everything, but I'm not happy without her, and she's a bitch, but I still love her infinitely. What to do from now on? I am confused! She is with him!

Last Updated
October 08, 2020
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kingasawczuk

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