Hello readers! My problem is difficult to understand and I guess not everyone would understand me, but those who succeed, please give me advice. I am a teenager, almost 16 years old. From 3-4 years I started to feel changes in myself and in my way of thinking. I have become very pessimistic about everything and I have become very complex, even though I am beautiful (this is what others say). I have no self-confidence, I am constantly nervous. I can barely get out of bed. I don't even want to open my eyes. I don't have many friends, and I can be said to be sociable. I just can't find people with common interests. We are always different, and I am not one of those who always try to belong to others in order to find company. I can't pretend, I can't hide my feelings and quite often people understand when I'm in a bad mood. (almost always). I want to find real friends with whom I can feel some emotional connection, not just "talk". I have the feeling that I have gone through and experienced everything without even "trying the fruit". I get tired of everything and lose interest. Separately, I feel like "mom and dad's baby." Others are already working, sitting out late, traveling back and forth. And I can't cook on my own, let alone look for a job, and at 15 I don't know how it is. Otherwise I am an excellent student, I do my duty for the years. I never learned to be independent. No matter how hard I try, I can't relax and enjoy my youth. I keep thinking about every incident, every action and word of mine. I nobly envy those who can talk for hours and manage to become the center of attention. I keep calling myself that things will change as I grow up, I won't have such a boring routine, but 3 years later there is no difference. I despaired completely. Not to mention my social contacts with boys ... there are none. On the streets I see them looking at me only 20+, which I wonder why. I will be happy to receive an answer.
1 missnuggetbabyyy answered
Darling, I fully understand you due to the fact that I have the feeling that I have written this topic. Except for the small difference that I'm not 15 like you but 18. Most of my acquaintances who are as old as me or have worked in the summer for about 1 or 2 years have driver's licenses .... And what do I do ?! Nothing ... I haven't worked or like you, I can't cook, I can't relax and manage on my own. I don't know what advice to give you but I just wanted to tell you that there are others like you