Hello. As a child I was always weak and a little naughty, when I entered puberty, due to quite serious health problems I had to take some drugs that had many side effects, I will list just a few - increased appetite, slow metabolism, slower reactions, drowsiness. During my 2-year treatment I gained about 6-7 kilos. During these two years I was very tormented by the weight gained. After I finished the treatment this spring, I lost a lot of weight with diets, fitness and exercise, I was quite motivated and in love. After the boy I was in love with ended the relationship, I became depressed and stumbled upon food. Chocolate, chocolate, chocolate, he became my consolation .. For a while I started overeating and then I started blaming myself, trying to throw up, I close myself in and get depressed .. At the moment I weigh 55 kg and I am 176 cm tall. I know I can't be 45 kg with my height, but I really care a lot about my appearance and my ideal is thin girls, I'm not saying I'm so fat, but I just feel like I'm closing in on myself and I'm getting depressed and tormented. for so many superficial things, I can't even like a boy, to relax and have fun and with signs of helplessness and self-pity I stagger to the food .. I want to tighten up and stop being depressed about everything and motivate myself to train again, to lead a healthy lifestyle to relax and have fun. I will be grateful if you share how you overcome your depressions and motivate yourself. Thank you:) but I really care a lot about my appearance and my ideal is thin girls, I'm not saying I'm so fat, but I just feel like I'm closing in on myself and, I'm depressed and tormented by so many superficial things, I can't even like any boy, to relax and have fun and with signs of helplessness and self-pity I stagger to the food .. I want to tighten up and stop getting depressed about everything and motivate myself to train again, to lead a healthy lifestyle to relaxed and have fun. I will be grateful if you share how you overcome your depressions and motivate yourself. Thank you:) but I really care a lot about my appearance and my ideal is thin girls, I'm not saying I'm so fat, but I just feel like I'm closing in on myself and, I'm depressed and tormented by so many superficial things, I can't even like any boy, to relax and have fun and with signs of helplessness and self-pity I stagger to the food .. I want to tighten up and stop getting depressed about everything and motivate myself to train again, to lead a healthy lifestyle to relaxed and have fun. I will be grateful if you share how you overcome your depressions and motivate yourself. Thank you:) to relax and have fun and with signs of helplessness and self-pity I stagger to the food .. I want to tighten up and stop getting depressed about everything and motivate myself to train again, to lead a healthy lifestyle to relax and to have fun. I will be grateful if you share how you overcome your depressions and motivate yourself. Thank you:) to relax and have fun and with signs of helplessness and self-pity I stagger to the food .. I want to tighten up and stop getting depressed about everything and motivate myself to train again, to lead a healthy lifestyle to relax and to have fun. I will be grateful if you share how you overcome your depressions and motivate yourself. Thank you:)
1 afro_lee answered
Girl, I was almost like you, but I'm not anymore! You go to anorexia and it's scary. 55 kg for this height you are not weak, and even too thin. I want you to start thinking to yourself that you don't have to be 45 or less kg, to give up the idea of losing more kg and start liking yourself the way you are, because I'm sure you're great. . Please realize before it's too late.