Hello, as you can see from the title, the problem is depression after abortion. 5 months passed, the first month I got a manic state, very strong and thoughts like that someone is watching me, I receive signals from what I eat and it was a nightmare. I didn't go to the hospital, a doctor prescribed lithium and things got better - that is, this movie disappeared. I was very scared after that, because I realized that everything was a fabrication, and we are talking, as you can see, about something very serious, a serious breakdown, so that I think I am being given signals through food and so on. For a while things were fine, but at the moment I am overwhelmed by something much stronger than apathy, I can barely go to work and I can hardly return from lack of physical strength, I go to bed and so on until evening. If I see a child, I feel sick, but it's not like I'm upset that I lost my child, I'm annoyed,
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Follow what the doctor tells you, ensure your movement, no matter how difficult it is for you, try to "feed" yourself with positive emotions, to be surrounded by positive people. Are you taking any antidepressants now? If there is no improvement in your condition, consult another doctor PS - If you believe in God, go to a temple, church. You can talk to a priest, have a prayer read to you, etc. Good luck and I hope you get better :)