Hi, maybe my topic will be funny for you, but I have had a problem since the beginning of this year. It all turned upside down in early 2019. I lost my friends at school, on top of that my classmates started making up rumors about me that were not true. I am an outsider and I am constantly sad at school. I also have problems with my father. Yes I am the 16 year old girl who wrote about her problems with her father on this site. To save you a search, I will tell you briefly what I wrote there. My father always wants me to go to him every year according to the protocol for the holidays, but when I'm with him he doesn't pay attention to me, in the other room he is on the computer, smoking and drinking and he pays attention to me by making a mistake. He never made me feel like his daughter. He always paid attention to my mistakes. I haven't been to him for a year and a half and he is impudent and wants me to go to him. There I forgot to say that you don't pay your alimony often. Now stop with the problems with my father, because that's my smallest problem right now. I have 2 best friends and I trusted them, but one had another best friend who betrayed her and for 4 months almost 5 did not talk. Something stupid happened today. I saw this best friend of mine (I'll call her F) with my ex and best friend (I'll call her Y) while I was shopping with my mom. They behaved like best friends and when they saw that I saw them I smiled and greeted my best friend, I even hugged her because we often don't go out but we often write to each other and I missed her, then I'll tell you why we didn't go out all over vacation. I thought, and I still think, that he wants revenge on Ya, but if she wanted to, she would tell me because she tells me absolutely everything. We wrote to F and she said that a song is her favorite and mentioned that she is also a favorite and I wondered in my mind how and why they are friends again, I didn't ask her because I want her to tell me what's going on. If she had told me, I would have told her that it was a bad idea because karma would get it back anyway and she didn't need to give it back to her because it would fall to her level. Ever since my friends at school dropped me out, I'm depressed and have no one to share it with, for some reason I don't want my best friends to know.
At home I'm sad, I do things I love, I listen to music and go out with my girlfriends, but I'm still sad and I hide it well because only one person knows about my depression. The good thing is that I became a close friend of a girl I will call I. I have known her for 5 years, in all these years we were only acquaintances and I did not expect to become close with her. I had known for 5 years that she was insensitive, but I didn't know how sad she really was. 3 months ago our chats were just like "Hello" "What are you doing" "Yeah, bye", and now I write with her more than with my best friends. And And we started writing more "randomly" and I say randomly in quotes because coincidences don't exist. We just started asking each other how we were and once I was so sad and I didn't want to bother my best friends to know and I wanted to share my grief with someone, even mom wasn't a choice. Finally I wrote to I. After pouring out my grief, she said she wanted to admit something. She admitted that she pretended to be insensitive to hide her sadness. Tell me what problems she had and we have been close ever since. I forgot to say that I realized that we have an awful lot in common. I don't know if I should tell her about the problem with F and I. I sometimes don't know if I should trust her. I didn't write about my other best friend because she's fine. Maybe I'm so sad, because whenever I try to make friends, I find the lowest users who use me and leave. I'm tired of being used! I have no serious problems and I am constantly sad. I do what I love and I'm still sad. What can I do to not be sad about these things? I don't want a small problem in my head. because things are fine with her. Maybe I'm so sad, because whenever I try to make friends, I find the lowest users who use me and leave. I'm tired of being used! I have no serious problems and I am constantly sad. I do what I love and I'm still sad. What can I do to not be sad about these things? I don't want a small problem in my head. because things are fine with her. Maybe I'm so sad, because whenever I try to make friends, I find the lowest users who use me and leave. I'm tired of being used! I have no serious problems and I am constantly sad. I do what I love and I'm still sad. What can I do to not be sad about these things? I don't want a small problem in my head.