Constant Control

The Story

Hello, I am 25, I will soon turn 26. A month ago I received an offer from my friend and my former colleague from the university where I graduated to try our luck at a brigade in Scotland. I reconsidered things and realized that my salary of  500, compared to the remuneration I will receive, does not suit me and I decided to activate things. Yes, but no, as I mentioned, I am 25 and I live with my mother. After I announced the decision, something clicked and ended. Constant scandals about how I went with a "foreign man" - that is, he is not my husband and I have no children from him, it was dangerous there, they would deceive me, there was no way to help me at 2500 km. I tried with conversations that I can't be with her forever and I have to try to somehow take my life in my hands, because it's a shame for me to be 25 and still live with her, not alone. But alas, no effect. Eventually there was a lull in the order of 2-3 days, then I found myself gathered in a room with the "whole family" to tease me how to get off the clouds and come to terms with what I have. Please, for any advice, I can no longer mentally withstand the stress

 
Last Updated
August 10, 2020
Author:
bellariki

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