Confused, Please Advice

The Story

Hello, at the age of 20 I have a serious friend of 4 years, he loves me terribly much as I love him. I started working 1 year ago, I met a colleague. We were just friends, I went out on vacations together. We became quite close. We smoke together, we are always together. He is 29 years old. One night when we were at work, we went out to smoke. He pressed me against the wall and started kissing me, and touching me, so kissing me was great. I didn't tell him anything just that he was crazy. Since then everything has changed, looking for me constantly (only at work). This has been going on for 3-4 months, he became attached to me as I was to him. But it hurts a lot for my friend what to do. I don't want to continue like this, I tried to stop but I can't. When I don't see him, I miss him, he is constantly in my thoughts. He admitted to me that he was in love with me. I also fell in love with him but he doesn't know it, he won't know. Give me advice please, I'm thinking of telling him not to call me out anymore and that's it. But it hurts me a lot for my friend he doesn't know anything. Tell me whether to tell him or not. In general, I'm very sorry to add that there was nothing but that we pressed each other. Help me, I don't want to lose my boyfriend. Thanks! HAPPY HOLIDAYS.

Last Updated
September 04, 2020
Author:
apieu_cosmetics

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