Confused Between Two Boys

The Story

My story is going to be pretty weird. I hope to find good advice from you. So... I'm an 18-year-old girl. I'm dating a boy. I don't know who I'm giving him a chance for once again. I've been in a relationship with him for three years, but with interruptions. When we were separated in a period of about a year, both he and I had an affair. Mine was stubborn on him, which I'm very sorry about. So now we're together. But I don't feel that old thrill, it doesn't pay enough attention to me, it doesn't write to me, it makes me think there's someone else in his life. I've talked to him about it and he's told me I'm doing it myself, and I'm exaggerating. He says he loves me and so on, but he's... I don't trust him. I thought I'd leave him, but I can't do it without him. He's crying about not telling me he's treating me like that. I mean, I can't do it without him or with him. And since he's not paying enough attention to me, I started writing with someone else. He behaves nicer, pays me more attention, I can share everything with him without worrying. But at first, when we were writing, he had a girlfriend. Then he left her for me and said he never loved her... To know that he could do the same thing to me if I went with him... but I don't know. I'm very confused. I don't know what to do, who to choose. I'm waiting for ideas from you.

Last Updated
June 02, 2020
Author:
cuttie_joe