Cold Or Too Hurt?

The Story

Hello, before I start Happy New Year to all! I've been reading the site for a long time and now I'm finally posting a story. A year and a half ago, I had a very serious and profound, wonderful relationship with the most wonderful boy I have ever met. We were together for a long time until one day my story ended abruptly. I don't know why, or how he just got cold to me and left me. From that day on, I am a different person. Cold, user, selfish. I hate myself. After that there are no long relationships 2-3 weeks max and I leave them all and I don't care if they suffer. I do not feel warmth in myself, I do not feel the beauty of kisses and the tenderness of hugs. My life is sex, parties and music. No feeling, no emotions, nothing! I want to change. I still remember the naive, devoted, sweet girl in me, that closed person thirsty for emotions and romance. The tender soul who gave herself to love and was torn by it. But I don't remember what it's like to be loved, I don't remember what it's like to be warm. I became a cold bitch and I can't stand it anymore. Dear girls, don't think that being a cold bitch is better than being a nice girl, or you will never feel like me now. We are not robots to be heartless, the ability to love makes us human. Think before you change.

Last Updated
October 26, 2020
Author:
Aronia

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