Cliché, But I Slept With My Ex

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It is clear from the title. Last night, for no apparent reason, I slept with him. And now I feel terribly bad, because he hurt me terribly, and I gave in ... I knew from the beginning that it was just sex, and I still couldn't say no. I didn't want it that much. I think it was more of a curiosity about what it would be, whether it would be good. Strange, but when there is no love, obviously everything changes. At least for me. I was a purely sexual object and I can't hide that I was horrified afterwards, especially after he made my life black. He also cheated on his girlfriend with me. In principle, I would never sleep with a boy who has a girlfriend. Really. But I brought him back, so to speak, because she had interfered in my relationship before and I was unhappy. It was like "proving which one is more desirable now." But I'm still not well now. Because I'm not used to being the second, to be for one sex. Please advice on how to get out of this vicious circle ... I want to get rid of it, of nostalgia for it. And for a start, how can I stop feeling inferior and guilty, even though I was hurt in the beginning by his new girlfriend and him. So that you don't think of me as a whore, let me clarify that he is the only person I have slept with, and before that we were together for more than 2 years. I look forward to advice and opinions from everyone who has experienced this. thanks and before that we were together for more than 2 years. I look forward to advice and opinions from everyone who has experienced this. thanks and before that we were together for more than 2 years. I look forward to advice and opinions from everyone who has experienced this. thanks

Last Updated
October 18, 2020
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ttokkii

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