Choice Between Two

I am a 22-year-old woman. When I was 17, I had an affair with a man who was 2 years older than me and with whom we had known each other since we were very young. When we were little, we played and he pulled my braids, and when we grew up, we became boyfriends. However, our relationship was not peaceful. We parted and reunited several times. He left me and then came back. I accepted him every time, but the last time I ended our relationship because my feelings for him had already cooled. I went to study in another city and there he called me with a suggestion to try again. He said he had changed, that I was a "girl for millions" and that he didn't want another. However, I was adamant in my refusal and he cut off all contact. He had another girlfriend and they were together for a long time. I, for my part, had long since begun a new life. We recently wrote to him about who he is today, but from a friendly conversation it grew into more. He said he remembered our memories and missed that time. He suggested that we spend time together, go on a trip, introduce him to his friends and family, and be together. I rejected. I will not lie, the main reason is that until recently I had a relationship with another man, in whom I fell in love to the point of pain and I still have feelings for him. The reason is that at the moment we are not able to see each other as often as we would like. The end between us seemed to remain open because he said he saw our relationship possible in the future. I'm so confused ... I don't know what to do. Should I wait for the one I am in love with, should I expect our relationship to develop, or should I give a chance to the former from the past, and in time love may return ... but from a friendly conversation grew into more. He said he remembered our memories and missed that time. He suggested that we spend time together, go on a trip, introduce him to his friends and family, and be together. I rejected. I will not lie, the main reason is that until recently I had a relationship with another man, in whom I fell in love to the point of pain and I still have feelings for him. The reason is that at the moment we do not have the opportunity to see each other as often as we would like. The end between us seemed to remain open because he said he saw our connection possible in the future. I'm so confused ... I don't know what to do. Should I wait for the one I am in love with, should I expect our relationship to develop, or should I give a chance to the former from the past, and in time love may return ... but from a friendly conversation grew into more. He said he remembered our memories and missed that time. He suggested that we spend time together, go on a trip, introduce him to his friends and family, and be together. I rejected. I will not lie, the main reason is that until recently I had a relationship with another man, in whom I fell in love to the point of pain and I still have feelings for him. The reason is that at the moment we do not have the opportunity to see each other as often as we would like. The end between us seemed to remain open because he said he saw our relationship possible in the future. I'm so confused ... I don't know what to do. Should I wait for the one I am in love with, should I expect our relationship to develop, or should I give a chance to the former from the past, and in time love may return ... that he remembered our memories and missed that time. He suggested that we spend time together, go on a trip, introduce him to his friends and family, and be together. I rejected. I will not lie, the main reason is that until recently I had a relationship with another man, in whom I fell in love to the point of pain and I still have feelings for him. The reason is that at the moment we do not have the opportunity to see each other as often as we would like. The end between us seemed to remain open because he said he saw our relationship possible in the future. I'm so confused ... I don't know what to do. Should I wait for the one I am in love with, should I expect our relationship to develop, or should I give a chance to the former from the past, and in time love may return ... that he remembered our memories and missed that time. He suggested that we spend time together, go on a trip, introduce him to his friends and family, and be together. I rejected. I will not lie, the main reason is that until recently I had a relationship with another man, in whom I fell in love to the point of pain and I still have feelings for him. The reason is that at the moment we are not able to see each other as often as we would like. The end between us seemed to remain open because he said he saw our relationship possible in the future. I'm so confused ... I don't know what to do. Should I wait for the one I am in love with, should I expect our relationship to develop, or should I give a chance to the former from the past, and in time love may return ... to introduce me to his friends and family and to be together. I rejected. I will not lie, the main reason is that until recently I had a relationship with another man, in whom I fell in love to the point of pain and I still have feelings for him. The reason is that at the moment we are not able to see each other as often as we would like. The end between us seemed to remain open because he said he saw our connection possible in the future. I'm so confused ... I don't know what to do. Should I wait for the one I am in love with, should I expect our relationship to develop, or should I give a chance to the former from the past, and in time love may return ... to introduce me to his friends and family and to be together. I rejected. I will not lie, the main reason is that until recently I had a relationship with another man, in whom I fell in love to the point of pain and I still have feelings for him. The reason is that at the moment we do not have the opportunity to see each other as often as we would like. The end between us seemed to remain open because he said he saw our connection possible in the future. I'm so confused ... I don't know what to do. Should I wait for the one I am in love with, should I expect our relationship to develop, or should I give a chance to the former from the past, and in time love may return ... that at the moment we are not able to see each other as often as we would like. The end between us seemed to remain open because he said he saw our connection possible in the future. I'm so confused ... I don't know what to do. Should I wait for the one I am in love with, should I expect our relationship to develop, or should I give a chance to the former from the past, and in time love may return ... that at the moment we are not able to see each other as often as we would like. The end between us seemed to remain open because he said he saw our connection possible in the future. I'm so confused ... I don't know what to do. Should I wait for the one I am in love with, should I expect our relationship to develop, or should I give a chance to the former from the past, and in time love may return ...