Woman22 6 months ago, the man my heart was beating for left me with the most disgusting excuse I received only 2 weeks after he told me to separate. With a lot of fighting spirit, I gathered the strength to ask for answers to the questions that tormented me day and night. "I haven't had feelings for you in a long time, I just didn't know how to tell you." Yes ... Love is blind. We were together for 3 years. I still loved him madly and did absolutely everything for US to make us happy. We have never cheated on each other, etc. After receiving an answer for his behavior and decision instead of regret and self-denial - I felt angry. I would say that he successfully made me hate him, and after all this two weeks of hell, I finally felt calm. Calm down, it wasn't my fault. That I fought to the end. For some time before parting with this man there was a man, who has unrealistic feelings for me. We have known each other for 5 years and we are extremely close friends. The fact is that his feelings arose when my ex and I were in their penultimate scandal. This new man is an incredibly kind, loving and considerate man, to whom I do not walk in love, as I do not walk for me. The truth is that all this time (nearly 8 months), he did not stop caring for me, despite the fact that I denied him feelings. I am still healing from this past relationship of mine. For me, this was another failure, from which I lost not only my partner but also my best friend. I'm afraid to get in a relationship with a man because I don't know if I'm capable of loving so much again. I'm afraid to get in a relationship from which to leave without 1 person close to me. I'm afraid they'll hurt me again. I'm afraid, that I will not be able to love him as much as he loves me, because of what I have already experienced. But most of all, I'm afraid that time passes and with each passing day, little by little, I lose a person who loves me madly. I lose him because I can't hurt him to continue to love me and end up wasting his life in me. What to do? I want to give myself more time .. At least a little more .. But I'm afraid that when I'm ready, it will be too late. And believe me, I will not meet a second person like him. Not if I lost him and became depressed again. Thank you. What to do? I want to give myself more time .. At least a little more .. But I'm afraid that when I'm ready, it will be too late. And believe me, I will not meet a second person like him. Not if I lost him and became depressed again. Thank you. What to do? I want to give myself more time .. At least a little more .. But I'm afraid that when I'm ready, it will be too late. And believe me, I will not meet a second person like him. Not if I lost him and became depressed again. Thank you.
1 imyourkid answered
I understand what you went through. Except that I had to wait much longer for some words to allow me to move on. Accordingly, I know how difficult it is and how long it takes and you may never feel ready. Or maybe your man will allow you to forget the past and the pain. Don't miss it, so that you don't regret it later, such chances are not eternal, and if you miss each other, then there may be no going back.